Liam's POV
I'm confused on a lot of things but this is the worst. I got my head up high and my thoughts running wild; more than light can say the most. My heart and my lust is something that gets me into things more than I tend to want, I don't need the lust part. But like every time that I try to think of things in a didfferent way; following my heart is where I want to go but things always go a ' happily ever after ' ; I wished it did thou, things would be greater. Instead I have to choose on what I want over what I need.
I need him like he's my drug, that lust towards him... it's deadly but he's always been there for me when I need him more than expected too. He loves me more than would like him too but he wants me more than I want him; I think it mutual actually. I don't want to be with him but I just wanted him; need him and everytime I'm with him, I get more and more stuck in lust with him. I'm in totally lust with a boy that was my friend but now something more; his name is Harry Styles
But then, I want to be with him, I want to be close to him cause he's never felt love before and I want to be the one he calls his love. I can't leave him for Harry, not like this. But, just like I love him, I keep going back to Harry everytime he calls me or texts and I don't no why but it's like he has a hold on me. The boy I love deserves better, I know but I can't let him walk away with a broken heart, so I stayed and pick him and left Harry alone, not answering texts or anything, nothing at all; Just for a boy named Niall Horan.
... But then, He came to my house a month later....
" Liam, I love the way your not calling me, but I know what you want, I'm giving you what you want now..."
Lust is what I need....
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