Dead To Me ( A Niam/Lirry Fan Fiction)

Chapter 9

Chapter 9- Wait There While I Laugh Part 2

A/N- The flashbacks are in italic and underlined. The thoughts were in bold with stars and the song is Stupid in Love by Rihanna an is in italic. Hope you like it!

Harry: Is there me and Liam time in this one?

Me: No!? O_O

Harry: aww, that's not fair!

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Niall POV

At His House...

I just came to see, What you would do if I gave you a chance to make things right...

I grabbed my clothes and marched out of the room and into the bathroom. He followed right behind me and I could hear him screaming at me.

" HOW COULD YOU DO THAT!? OUT OF ALL PEOPLE TO DO THAT WITH.... YOU PICKED HARRY??!"

I couldn't even think straight at all, he was right there made at me cause of the choices I picked, he was just doing more than I did, I didn't expect things to go that far with harry, I touched my lips as I remeber them being covered with his. I couldn't have done it if I was in the right mind set, Harry was smart and I  was in a different mind set when he did it; I was broken. Now I saw it, he was doing that to Harry, the whole time they would be together. The bad times when Harry was broken down aboout not having him... Liam came to confort him at that time because Harry was weak and wanted love cause he knew that he couldn't do it if he wasn't and was trying to get over him. He was using him and I saw it clearer now that I'm by myself thinking.

I was still kissing his neck as he ha tilted his head back  in pleasure, " Niall..' he said as I kept at it. I bite down alittle on his neck and kissed up his jaw and to his ear is where I whispered, " I want to."

I put the clothes on, blocking out what Liam was screaming while at the door. I opened the door and he was the floor pounding the floor, I just stared at him, I couldn't look into his eyes cause I would have took him back and he might hurt me again. I didn't cry about it cause I lost all those tears last night with Harry. I waited for him to raise his head and see that I was there in front of him.

" Niall, I'm sorry..."

He said that and he leaned in to kiss my lips with force as it took me back alittle, he walked back so we where back against the wall, he tugged at my shirt trying to get it off but I didn't care, I was stuck. He was moaning as we kissed, he wanted so much from me and I didn't know if I could give it to him. He lifted the shirt and pulled it over my head, the only time that my lips were from his. He got it off and he looked at my body as he licked his lips, I was nervous, I was insecure about my body cause of the pale skin I had and the way I had no muscles at all; it was nothing compared to Liam's.

" I don't... you hurt me.."

" I'm SORRY," he cried out to me and I turned my head back to the bathroom, I couldn't do that anymore, he was making this even more harder.

" Liam... you.. you just don't get it.."

" I do, he hurt me and I tried to mend and help him but he wanted more than that, I was stupid."

Told me this would be nothing, but a waste of time and, she was right...

I walked passed him to the hall and made my way down to the car outside. He was following me and yelling my name. I turned around and faced him, his face was red and I saw that he was hurting but he doesn't understand that he caused this to be this way.