Dead To Me ( A Niam/Lirry Fan Fiction)

Chapter 2

Chapter 2- Danger Zone

Harry's POV

Present Day...

Go ahead, say it! Your leaving, you'll just come back running...

I got up the next morning and looked around the room, the walls were still white, the clock was at six, the door was opened and I was still in the bed alone... again. I sat up in the bed, wiping my eyes to see more clearer than I was before and saw the samethings that I had just listed. Liam was gone, that wasn't new to me at all, it was going to happen and he was going to go back to him again. I was so stupid, once again, I let him in when I was hurt the most and he left again.

I got out of the bed an walked into the bathroom, I looked around the room and I felt alone like everything I lived for was fake and he was dumb to even waste his time on me. Now I wasn't like this before, I don't cry anymore, he never cried for me and if he did, they wouldn't be real tears that he was crying out, they were as fake as his heart pulled from his chest. He used me and I thought that I was in the wrong, I'm not anymore because he chooses him over me and vice versa, so it's like I'm sharing him with Niall. I met Niall before and I doubt that he had any clue of who I was, he was shorter than me and much more happier aswell. Who wouldn't be happy if you had the perfect life; that was my life he had. I never liked him but he was innocent that it made me gulity to ever do that to him but a, things happen and Liam was never going to tell him about me. 

I got down stairs after using the bathroom and looked around the living room, I changed the way things were place in my flat but nothing could change my feelings. I can't drop my life and start over  like I was before I met him. I was the age of 10 when I first met Liam and we had always been close. He was always protective over me  and gave me the mind set that I could do anything if I had the courage to do so. I clinged to him so hard that I was afraid that it was too much. He walked around like he was the light that everyone needed; the heart that would connect with anyones; connect with mines. I grew up with him and we kept close when he moved houses. He was my rock and I was his, I really never knew what I was to him, maybe I was something stupid that would believe anything that he said; I wa worthless. I sat down at the table in the kicthen, the sad expression still stuck on my face as I had always had but I smirked again.

*I might have been stupid before but now, I'm wise...*

Holding your scarred heart in hand, it's all the same...

I picked up my phone and texted him the words that I should have sad a long time ago when he left me first. It wasn't always like this, he use to stay and actually want something when we first started but then something happened and it stopped, maybe it was that Niall kid. Who knows what lies he is feed the boy right now but thats going to change eventually. I haven't talk to him in a month, every message I've sent him was left unanswered and every phone call has been ignored by him. He thinks that this will stop me, yeah, the old me it would have stopped but not now. I set the phone down and then got up the stairs to go to bathroom and take a shower. This wasn't going to be and hit and quit situation anymore. This will be fun.

I'll take you for who you are, if you take me for everything...

Liam's POV

I sat in the bed with Niall downstairs eatting the food in my refrig, I should be scared of what might be left but I wasn't. I was falling in love with him everyday we spent together, it wasn't like anyone else that I had ever been with. I sat up in the bed and thought to my self. *What if he is the one for me?* I was going to have to wish a lot for that to be true but the way it's going; I don't think it'll take too much. I grabbed the white shirt from the side of the bed and walked out of the room. As I walked towards the kicthen, I smelled food from it, it made me hungry and I wasn't at first. I smiled as I saw his blonde hair fixed up the spikey way while he was flipping the pancakes in the pan. I grabbed his waist and pulled at him alittle as it scared him alittle.

" I see your cooking food."

He turned around to face me and gave a smile, " Yes, your stopping me thou and I'm hungry."

I laughed at him, he turned back to the pan and took the pancake out of the pan and placed it on the plate with the others. I walked away from him and to the coffee pot to get the coffee from it. After getting it in the cup, I sat down at the table and drank it.

" So, how did you sleep?"

" I slept good, could have been better if you would have stayed with me last night instead of leaving."

" No, I had to do something this morning and I need to go to sleep. If I would have stayed, i would have stayed up longer and ate up all your food for doing that. You don't want that Liam."

" Yeah, I don't. I like food."

He laughed at he sat the plate for him and me down on the table. He sat next to me as we started to eat the breakfast.

Do it all over again, it's all the same...

" So, why do you like me so much?"

" Cause your cute and nice."

" Oh my god, Liam!"

" What?"

" I'm fucking 18, I don't want to be just cute."

" But you are."

" That's all you like about me?"

" No. I like that you don't care what others think of you as; you can think for yourself; you can say no to people even if it hurts; your cute; I like your accent and.... You can cook."

"Okay, you passed."

" That was a test?!"

" Yes."

" Oh wow, Niall."

"Well-," He was saying as the door bell was rung. I looked at and started to the door. *Who could it be at this time of day?*

I opened the door and saw what I was hoping wouldn't be there right now; Harry.

He came to my ear and breathed the hot air and talked in a slow way, his voice was aready husky but it was even more when it was this way.

" Liam, I love the way your not calling me, but I know what you want, I'm giving you what you want now..."

And that is what I wished he did say in my ear while Niall was in the house...

You'll just come back... running...

A/N- The song is All the same by Sick Puppies and it is  Italic and the thoughts and in Bold with stars