Dead To Me ( A Niam/Lirry Fan Fiction)

Chapter 11

A/N- So wrong idea with this, this is THE LAST Chapter to do voting on so if you want the team then you must vote and not get mad at the outcome. No one knows because I posted this story on Tumblr; Wattpad and here so there is more but please vote if you want it to be the other team. TEAM LIRRY or TEAM NIAM???

Liam's POV ( Finally )

At Harry's House...

As I begin to lose my grip, On these realities your sending...

I stood there staring at Niall as he had the most angry and sad expression on his face. He walked over to us and stood there with his arms crossed, Harry had let me go and we all stood standing at each in a triangle. This was so strange. Harry let out a breath and turned to face Niall and gave a grin of happiness, I don't know if it was fake or not.

" Niall, glad your here.... so we can now talk."

" Yeah Harry, we can talk."

" Okay," he turned to me, " Liam, since this is your own fault that we're in this, you start it off."

" Okay, so... I'm sorry I hurt you in any way Harry, I was wrong for playing you and yelling and using you and I'm sorry. I wasn't a good friend to you, your my best friend always because that was what we start off as. I didn't mean to hurt you in no way; shape or form. Harry, I have messed with your mind for five almost six years and I'm suck a jerk that I didn't see that I was hurting you. Please forgive me. I shouldn't have kissed you right now or before Niall got here, it was a mistake."

I saw his face change from a smile to anger in a matter of seconds.

Taste your mind and taste your sex, I'm naked underneath your cover...

" So what your saying is that you don't want me? That everything that we been through was a damn lie?! That I cried ever night for you and you felt nothing? Nothing at all. The kiss you gave me today meant nothing to you and it was all a joke?" He shook his head with tears coming from his eyes, " You can't do this to me an except me to be okay with it. It's... it's just not fair to me. You said you love me just five minutes ago and you see him and that all changes?!"

I walked to him to grab him but he just yanked back like I did him but without force to hurt me with. Niall just stared at Harry with sad look like he felt sorry for him. Why did I say it? I didn't know who I wanted at all. I wanted Niall to be mine but I wanted Harry to be Mine too but who had my heart more? I put my head down and sighed.

" Niall..."

" What Liam?"

" I'm sorry Niall. For everything... I messed up Niall, I mean I really messed up with you. He wasn't the one I wanted to give my heart to-"

When I said that Harry facial expression went to hurt in a matter of seconds and it hurt me to carry on what I was about to say.

" Don't say that to him?!"

" I mean it thou, Niall!"

" I don't believe that! That's not you at all. you wouldn't sleep with someone for almost six years without love at all or even caring!"

I sighed an he was right, I had to.. I did love Harry but I loved Niall too.

" I do but I can't do that... I mean be with him!"

" Why?!"

" Cause I love you!"

" And him..."

Harry sat on the floor crying and Niall kneeled besided him and grabbed him in his arms. The more I said things to them, The more I lost them both. I didn't want to choose, why couldn't I have both? I knew the answer to that but I didn't know who wanted to be with me.

" I'm sorry Harry."

" Don't you dare!" He said as I tried to touch him. I broke him even more than before, I had never seen him this weak. He was hurting worse and was red from the pain.

" Harry-"

" NO, you can't do this to me, say you love me then leaving than sleep with me too! You just don't get that your KILLING ME, I HURT EVERYDAY EVEN THOU I DON'T SHOW IT I CAN'T STOP HURTING MYSELF! I cut; I cry; I take pills and I can't take my mind off you! Just don't say things you don't mean!"

Covers lie and we will bend and borrow With the coming sign...

" I'm sorry," I started to cry into my hands. I felt it, I did this, the pain... I did it. I...he actually did that to himself cause of me??

I hurt everyone in this place. He was the one I wanted to stick with but so did I want Niall. I turned to see Louis' face with the anger expression at me then he turn to see Niall holding Harry while he cried into his shoulder.

Black black heart why would you offer more. Why would you make it easier on me to satisfy?...

A/N- I'm waiting for this voting to end and it will once I anonanced that this voting is over. Thanks only one more chapter left * sad face *

Harry: I'm so sad in this chapter...

Niall: What going to happen to us?

Me: IDK.

Liam:...