Dead To Me ( A Niam/Lirry Fan Fiction)

Chapter 3

Chapter 3- So Your Afraid, Huh? Part 1 of 2 

Harry's POV


At Liam House


I want what I can't have, I wanna make you mine, I don't care what it takes...



I stood in the doorway, my face into Liam's neck as I whispered into his ear what I wanted to say, "  Liam, I love the way your not calling me, but I know what you want, I'm giving you what you want now..."


He was just stand there as I was doing so, I glance up and saw that boy again, what's his name... Milly; Mille; Niall thats it. He was just standing there staring as if he saw a ghost; he was terrified but who wouldn't, I'm scarier than you think. I leaned back so that I was standing straight up in the doorway again and just gave a cheeky smile at him and I focused on Niall in the back ground. I gave one to him also, it wouldn't be fair if I didn't do so you know? Liam was red in the face, why wouldn't he be, I was there in his home while that midget love of his was inside; he was all messed up and I wasn't making it no better. I walked inside of the house, it still looked the same to me except the inclusion of Niall in it. I lean back against the wall and stared with my arms folded, he knew why I had came he just didn't want to say it.


" Niall I'm sorry babe, this is my best friend, Harry. Harry this is my boyfriend Niall."


I fearless with my heart, I'll take it any place, I don't care if it breaks...


" I've met Harry before just never talked to him, nice to meet you Harry," he said as came to me with his hand out for me to shake it. I stared at but then I put the hand there just to make Liam happy, I pulled him closer for a hug and it probably startled him in the process but I wanted to do all in my power to mess with Liam's head. I wrapped my arms around his waist and my head pressed into his neck. I whispered something in his ear that would have gave anyone goosebumps, " So your his man, yeah while that something that I haven't seen him say. He always switches up, I never know who's he serious about or just fucking. Watch yourself Niall." I leaned back and released him and he was wide eyed already from what I said. As I didn't again, I smirked at him and then turned my vision to Liam, he was red and angry, I liked it. He turned to face Niall with a look of confusion but he didn't anything back from Niall.


" Niall, can you came back later, I have to talk to Harry in private."


" Yeah, I see you later Liam okay," he said getting his stuff but before he could leave out of the house, just to mess with me, Liam kissed Nial on the lips and smiled at him. When Niall left out of the house, there was silence throughtout it, nothing was said as I stood there against the wall. 3 minutes later was when Liam turned to me with angry still in his eyes.


" What the fuck was that shit you pulled, Harry?"


" Shit I pulled, lets see, your the one with the boy that doesn't have a fucking clue who I am, did you even tell him?"


"..." He turned his head from me.


I wanna tell you thing I never tell myself, these secrets hurt like hell, oh...



" So you didn't, so your cheating on him behind his back, yeah?"


" I wasn't anymore, I wanted to change but you came back.That was why I stopped talking to you cause you were messing things up for me and now you come back, I guess I didn't make it clear enough."


" You didn't," I said I pushed myself from the wall and looked at with angry in my eyes, *I'm the one that should be angry, not him.*


" I don't want you. I want Niall, do you get it?"



" No, I don't, make more clearer."


" Get out Harry."


" I won't because you don't really want me too do you?"


" How did you know?"


I walked over to him and put my hand on his right cheek and I slowly brought it down as I stared into his brown eyes as he looked into my green eyes. He looked over to my hand and grabbed hold of it, not roughly but gently.


" If you want to leave, then you tell me to leave while staring into my eyes. You tell me that and I'll walk out that door and never come back."


I didn't want to say it because it was like I was telling him that I would leave him and never come back and I'm knowing I want to. I was messing up big time but I looked into his eyes again as he stared so hard as if he was trying to break contact with me but he couldn't.


Call me crazy, maybe I'm insanely, Out of my mind but it'll never phase me...


" Just say it if you want me to go."


"I want you to... I want you to.."


He relased me and walked away to the couch and sat on as he left me standing there. I was stuck, *why didn't he say it to me?*



" I bet your happy I can't kick you out."


" No, I'm wondering why you didn't?"


" Cause..."


" Cause...?"


He got up and went to me, I was nevous for some reason but I didn't let that show at all. He grabbed my waist and brought me over to him. His brown eyes stared into my green ones as he leaned his head in for the kiss that I was hoping would have done a few minutes ago. I gripped his hair and brought him closer to me as he gripped my waist harder. We were so closer together. I felt complete.



If I have to, I'm not afraid to, Save my heart for you... 


* Sorry for the late thing, had things to do, hope your not mad but here it goes. The words that are thoughts are in bold and stars and the song is in italic an it is Jason Reeves- Save my Hearts.