If It Never Happened ⚣

Chapter 20- January 15th 2017

Kyle P.O.V

The only reason I got out of my bed was because Karin said we were going to the hospital, and the only reason we'd go to the hospital would be to see True, which is exactly what we were going to do. Which is exactly why we were walking towards the car, and the only reason I am out of my bed or not on the couch, which is where I have generally resided on the past few days.

I couldn't actually understand why he tried to kill himself. It didn't make any sense to me, but that was probably because I didn't completely know what was going on in his life, I knew alot, but I didn't know everything, I'd probably never know everything but if True did tell me, I'd never tell another soul. I couldn't think about his suicide very long without bursting into tears which is why I snapped my attention out of the attempted suicide and turned it to climbing into Karin's car.

Karin got into the front seat and Nika got into the back, Nika humming a unknown tone under her breath. I close the door behind me, with a soft click in return. Nika closed her door behind her and buckled up.

I actually had two phones, my original one, the one I had before I started dating Luke, and before he got me the newer expensive one. I had my older one on me and this one was un-trackable thanks to via True. I had this back-up one in case I got mad at Luke and had to leave my new phone, regardless, Luke had this phone's number and he's been using the number.

Bing.

Bing.

I knew it was Luke, but I was ignoring it as I was still mad at him. The asshole. The only reason he started texting this morning was probably because he realized he couldn't find me and that I wasn't coming home anytime soon.

The only way Luke could find me is if he came to the hospital but he'd have to be very, very stupid to do that, and thank god I knew he couldn't stoop that low.

He was stubborn though, I was stubborn too, which is probably why we worked so well together.

Yeah, worked, past tense. He didn't tell me my bestfriend attempted suicide when he knew full fucking well ahead of time and then he lets me find out from the damn people who runned the worst place on Earth with people who has wish death upon me. I hated that, I hated how he let me find out with them. With the people who wanted me and Claire to try and kill ourselves as well. In the end my peers were fucking crazy but that wasn't something new in my opinion.

I lean back into the seat, sighing as I looked out the window, seeing snow fall faintly outside. This could have been a good beautiful day but all this did was remind me of how much True loved snowy weather and how he'd wait to go out and sit in the snow simply because he loved it that much.

In a moments notice I had a grave sense of deja vu taking me over.

Karin was driving the car, snorting at whatever the radio comedian said, making us burst into laughter. True was laughing as well, but quieter and more calmer than necessary. He obviously didn't want us to laugh at the most likely stupid joke that the comedian had said.

I was sipping on the milkshake Karin had just got is, a smile trapped on my face. We were all laughing with each other, giggling at whatever the comedian said, regardless of whether the joke was funny or not, we were set on having fun, getting away from the shittier part of life. We drove around the city a couple times which took over a set of hours but we didn't even realize how much time has passed until the time was gone and at that point we had had to much fun to care about the loss of hours as the hours hadn't been a waste, they hadn't been wasted at all.

By the time we dropped True off, a smile had been locked onto my face, I had had so much fun that I was content with how shitty life truly is. I fell asleep in the car before Karin could even take me back to Luke, giggle escaping Karin as she ended up taking me to her house, a smile locked on my unconscious face.