I think day two speaks for pretty much all of this simply because you've been with me for so long.
I'm going to keep this short as its PAST, and I don't like going down the past route much.
We're ex's for a reason. And that's what pisses me off the most! There's a side to you that only I've ever met. That's what your parents love about you. Everyone else sees you as a prick. I know your other past relationships saw you as a prick. Yet I never gave up on you. People would consider me as stupid for being with you, but I never gave up. You have completely changed now. Do you realise how important this month is for you? Don't fuck if up! I dread the most deadly stage of your transformation - it kills me knowing I have this gut instinct that your going to go off the railings and start hanging out with the wrong crowd. My close circle are telling me not to believe that, but I can't help it. Prove me wrong.
It makes me laugh how many people fancy you - yet you show them a fake personality. They are practically in love with a fake!
I just really want to know if you love me. Do you? You do that thing with your eyes that makes me feel like I’m on cloud 9 and when we are alone your the definition of perfect. When we talk I see you look at me different from everyone else; everyone says we’re meant to be – so what’s stopping you from saying how you really feel? You’ll start but then sheepishly look away. I just need to know if we are wasting our time going around in circles.
I'll tell you one thing - I wish you was reading this. I wish to have a big public argument. And I mean big. Why? Because when we are both angry we speak the truth. Then, everyone would see the real guy I fell in love, with the amazing personality.
