It sounds so vain and I bet nobody will read it!
Hi Me,
Yup there is no one else I'd rather be other than myself!
There should be nobody else you want to be other than yourself. Are you not proud of what you have become?
I love you! It's everything about you, you, you, - Ok I'll stop singing. But seriously you're an amazing person. Why? Because you are determined. You never take no for an answer, and when you want something you will never stop until you get it. So kudos to you!
The person you have become is amazing! You're funny. You're bloody hilarious! Remember what Garry said to you? "You make people smile daily, and you're good at that!" - I think that is just adorable! Is there a job in making people smile? Maz suggested being a clown...
The fact you seize each day like it is its last is fantastic - you enjoy it a lot more! You're so care-free like 'whatever' but not in a rude way, a Nialler way.
You're beautiful! You know what I commend you for? The generation you live in. the generation is full of fakes! You'll see 8 year olds with BlackBerry's (Team iPhone - wooop), plastered in makeup, high heels and full on tarty. What hormones do 8 year olds have to know they need boyfriends? Kids - a bra? Seriously? You do not need a bra to cover up your raisin nipples, darling!
You get a fair plate of hate don't you? You see it as jealousy! I mean you’re not hippopotamus fat, and you’re not flamingo skinny (I guess a flamingo isn't entirely skinny but its neck is!) - Your average. Is a penguin average? You have beautiful eyes, and a cute button nose. You also apparently have kissable lips! You have nice ears - I know you don't like talking to people with ugly ears! But everyone is beautiful, and for goodness sake love your inner flaws! Who are people to dress around trying to be Kim Kardashian? We are our own person - if the world wanted duplicates then you may as well have sex with a photocopier! (Haha - I like that!)
Obviously you have your negatives! I just wish you wouldn't worry so much on silly little things! You would much rather buy someone a white-gold ring rather than a pack of tissues, I mean what the hell is that?! Your OCD seriously needs to be checked out! You've locked the bloody door, leave it fucking be!
You're not an emotional person. If someone gets married you don't cry, same goes to someone passing away. It's strange, but I don't think it hits you until late. You can cry over certain things. It's strange; no matter how many times you prepare yourself, you'll cry. But you cry over bizarre stuff - even I'm trying to work out why that is! When I say bizarre I don't mean you’re a freak - you're a happy bunny!
You need to worry less - I know you don't worry, but you worry over little things! You know what's worse of you? You're sweet and caring to everyone and 3/4 of the people don't give it back! 'You, yourself, alone' that's the motto in life!
You are a helpless love bunny! One heart, one guy for six years! I feel for you! You two are quite possibly cute together! He will see you as his World, and then the bubbles burst, and then it's back! Circles, we going in circles, dizzy's all it makes us - couldn't help a little sing song (scary - this song has just played)! What do your best friends always say about you and him? I know you know! Well this is your mind talking, so clearly! 'You two are going to grow old together', that's exactly what they say! Don't they? I find it weird how people that see you pair passing by think you are a couple - it's not like you flirt crazy! Shaun, she's never seen you two yet she always says "You two need a film taken after you." I have some instinct about you two; something tells me you’re going to lose contact and reunite somewhere... Let's just live life in the present moment for now!
Bloody heck - talk about a long letter to myself!
