Follow Naya Rockells young adult stage as she faces love,death,hurt and betrayal, and too see if she is strong enough to handle the lifestyle that was given to her.
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"Naya why can't I get Nyla, I want a reasonable reason." I said trying not get loud.
"Because I want my child with me, she's always out. I don't want her to get used to that, she need to be home sometimes."
"It's summer break, let the girl live. I'm glad you ain't have that damn baby, we can't even co-parent over a child that's not even mine."
"Your glad what? Can you repeat that again?" I could tell I hit a nerve.
"Mannn, chill you know I ain't mean it like that. I just wanna see my daughter that's all."
"Your God daughter Jordan, please remember that cause i think you starting to forget. I Don't need her thinking you're her father because you're not."
"We both saying some foul shit today huh? You need some act right don't you?"
"I already had some, you just get on my damn nerves. You can get her on Thursday while I'm at my interview and that's it."
She caught me off guard when she said she fucked someone but like I tell her, we not together so I can't be mad. But that shit did hit a spot.
"And i need to meet Nicole because I need to know who's around my child. No petty shit, just an introduction maybe lunch or something."
"Mommy is that JorJor?" I heard Nyla ask in the backround.
___ Naya POV
I passed Ny the phone to let them talk about whatever the hell they talk about. And went to get dressed.
"Mama, can I go see Jordan?" She asked.
"No ma'am. You staying with me today and were gonna go out and get our nails done and bake a cake and go get some stuff." I said trying to make her happy.
"But Jordan and Nicole are going to the zoo." She whined with tears forming in her eyes.
This is why she needed to stay home this week. She's getting attached to way too many people that aren't promised to stay in her life. I don't want her growing up being used to being out all the time that's not how I'm going to raise her.
"How about I take you to the zoo, me, Kai and Auntie Gia?" I asked bending down too her level. I noticed Jordan was still on the phone probably ear hustling.
"But Nicole and Jordan are more fun."
"But I'm your mommy."
"I wish they were my parents instead." She dropped my phone and ran upstairs.
I could hear Jordan calling out her name on the phone.
"I'm about to get her dressed, be here in an hour." I hung up the phone trying not to cry.
Gia walked in the door with some grocery bags.
"What's wrong with my sexy mama?" She said walking up to me. Once she wrapped her arms around me I started crying my eyes out.
"I'm not a good mom. She literally just said she wishes Jordan and Nicole were her parents. She does not want to be around me anymore she always wants to leave."
"Mines was the same with Quan. She hated to come home after being with him, always wanted to talk to him, they're just daddies girls."
"But Jordan is NOT her father."
"Put your foot down then. Stop being her friend and let her know wassup and let him know also."
"Nyla Ashanti Rockell!" Gia yelled out.
She came downstairs with her arms folded across her chest and a mean mug on her face. Till she seen that I had tears rolling down my face.
"Mommy!What's wrong?Who did something to you?" She questioned.
"You did. You hurt your mothers feelings by saying you wish you had other parents. She does everything for you too, not just Jordan and not Nicole. They may love you but your mom comes first."
"But they take me places. And buy me stuff." She added.
"Your never home to let me take you out, and buy you toys. You always want to leave me for everyone else." I pleaded.
"I'm sorry mommy, I will stay with you forever okay? But you can't cry anymore."
She planted about 20 kisses all over my face and squeezed me tight.
After about four hours of shopping and girl time with everyone, I gave in and let Jordan keep her for the night since he wasn't going to see her for the rest of the week.
"I love you mommy!" She yelled while walking up to Nicole and Jordan.
"Wait, Naya!" I heard Nicole say.
She walked up to my car and tapped on the glass.
"Wassup?" I asked.
"Jordan told me what happened earlier, and I'm sorry. I may have got carried away with buying her things and playing with her. I'll fall back for a while if needed."
"No, your okay. That's what God Parents do. Just don't make her any promises you can't keep and don't walk out on my daughters life. She loves you alot already."
We hugged and she went back into the house.
Text to: Donell 😍 Get dressed, I'll be there in about an hour.
Text from: Donell 😍 Where we going? And nigga it's way past 4.
Text to: Donell 😍 Dinner at LakeLands, The boardwalk then back to your house I'll make up for the time I missed. 😏
Text from: Donell 😍 Keep playing you gone fall in love. But hurry up girl.
I went home to get dressed, and freshen up. I started to miss Nyla but knowing her she was probably knocked out by now.
Text From: Jordan 🔪 It's 10pm and she begged for breakfast,what type of diet you got her on? 😂😂😂
Text to: Jordan🔪 She's going to wake up wanting lunch. That's just how she is, freaking weird.
Text from:Jordan🔪 Wonder who she gets it from 🤔 But We love you Naya. Have a goodnight.
Text to:Jordan🔪 Tell her I love her more.❤ See y'all tomorrow!
Things were finally going well for me, I got me a lil friend and my daughter is happy.
