My Hope?

Chapter 2

          "(Y/N)!!!! Why didn't you tell me she lived here?" Jade shouted at me.

         "It gets better just wait," I say smiling.

         "So who is this mystery person anyway?" Kiera says in confusion. I don't answer, and begin to walk out of the car. I see my old friend standing in the middle of the huge "drive way" we run up to each other, and I am immediately pulled into a tight hug.

         "Wait, KYLEE lives here??" Kiera asks. Kylee is one of the most famous actresses in South Korea. Kylee and I grew up with the members of BTS together. We are practically sisters, and she has been literally harassing me to visit her.

         "(Y/N)! I've missed you so much!!" Kylee says excited,"So uh... you should know something."

         "You sound hesitant...Oh no. are they?" I ask and point to the door.

         "YEP," she answers very quicky,"I couldn't get them to stay at their house. I'm sorry! I tried, but they refused to leave without seeing you."

        "Sooo. Are we gonna just stand out here or go inside?" Shelby asks. We walk to the door, and I start to brace myself. I open the door and 6 boys greet me and give me hugs. A/N YES 6 that's what I meant

 I didn't see Hobi, but thats the least of my worries. Kiera fainted and broke her leg on the way down. "Oh my god!! Kiera. Please be okay!" I say. 

The producers took Kiera, Jade, and Shelby, and flew them back to America. Sadly I was left there all alone... and even worse is that I will have to go on the show alone. "I'm so sorry," all if BTS says.

         "It's fine,"I say kinda sad,"wheres Hobi?" I say realizing that Hoseok still isn't here.

         "Um..About that,"Taehyung says.

         "Is he okay?" I ask worried,"I don't think I can handle someone else being hurt."

        "Don't worry your 'boyfriend' is fine!" Kylee says laughing.

       "He's not my boyfriend!!" I say while I can feel my cheeks start to get red. I look to the rest of BTS hoping someone was on my side. 

They all laughed and stated that it used to seem that way because of how much time we spent together. "So where is he?" I ask.

        "He said he didn't want to come," Jungkook says,"Did you make him mad?"

        "J-hope was really sad when (Y/N) left for America,"Namjoon says and the rest of the members shake their heads in agreement remembering it.

 I remember it as well. he was so upset about me leaving. He said if I really cared I wouldn't leave, but I left. I never heard from him after.

 I will never forget how upset he was. I had never seen him that way about anything. Hoseok was mad at me, but at the same time he understood why I left.

 I quickly wipe my eyes before I start crying.

     "Yeah what happened with you two before you left anyways?" Suga's voice calls, and I snap back to reality.

        "Hey, I'm really tired I think I should get some rest" I say on the verge of tears.

       "Oh, well (Y/N) it's the same room you always stayed in. I'll have your bags moved in, in a while," Kylee says a little concerned.

       "Thanks" I say and rush to my room where I plop on my bed head first, and start to slightly cry. I look around the room and see that it is exactly the same as when I first left Korea.

 I look around the room to see everything I left behind. I was just 19 when I left. "3 years" I say to myself. I look in the dresser to see if I left any cloths behind because I remember doing so. 

As I open the dresser I find an old hoodie that Hobi let me borrow once, and I never gave it back. "It suites you" His voice says in my head while I remember the day.

 This makes me cry even more. Okay so.. maybe I had some feelings for him. Or maybe I had alot. I put on the hoodie and cried myself into slumber.