Positive Vibes

Chapter 19

The next morning arrived! Seunghyun wake up from his sleep at the waiting area outside the ICU. He rubbed his eyes to clear his sight and as he looked inside the ICU, few doctors were standing near Seungri bed. He was shocked and hurriedly stand up to enter but its restricted for guardian now. Seunghyun hyung saw that Dr. Han using the defibrillator on Seungri, in his mind there's only one thing 'Did Seungri heartbeat stopped?' In just only one try, Seunghyun hyung can see in the monitor that Seungri has comeback. He sigh relieve. After that Dr Han come out to see him 

"Doctor! What's wrong with my dongsaeng?" Seunghyun hyung asked in panic.

"Lee Seunghyun heartbeat somehow stopped. I believed it's the consequence from the surgery yesterday. Geogjeongma! (Don't worry) your dongsaeng not in danger state." Dr Han explained try to soothing Seunghyun down 

"When will he wake up?" 

"I'm pretty sure that he'll wake up in less than 24 hours. Just pray the best for him. You can visit him now. If there's nothing, I'm going" Dr Han and his team bowed 

Before enter the ICU, Seunghyun decided to go get change. He takes 5 minutes to change and then he walked in near Seungri bed. He can see that Seungri face very calm even in pain. He wipe Seungri's hair that sticking to his forehead, sweating even the ward is cold. 

-Seungri POV-

It's hurt. Only God knows how much it hurts when Jiyong hyung started to drag me after the exam ended. He harshly dragged me in the toilet. He throw me right on the wall. He punched me right at my abdomen non-stop. I panting trying to catch my breath. He nearly killed me 

"You know what is this for?" Jiyong grab my collar
"This is because YOU.DON'T.COOPERATE.WITH.ME" Jiyong punched me every word he said.

"Hyung...(cough)..mianhae...(cough)..hyung... mian... hae" I said struggled on the floor catching my breath, I cry. 

"Again I ask you. Who is your hyung?" He kicked me without mercy.

'Oh God, please give me strength at least to keep living' I prayed while crying and enduring the pain as Jiyong kicked me hard.

"If the teachers know about this... YOU! I'll make sure you die in my hand" again he kicked me right at my chin and left me behind alone inside the toilet.

I try hard to stand but failed. 

My mouth already swollen, 

My face full with blood that dripping from my head because Jiyong did hit my head at the sink cabinet.

I lost many bloods

i sprained my arm as I want to get of from Jiyong.

I breath unevenly.

"H..h...help..." I shout but my voice doesn't cooperate with me, my voice doesn't come out. 

I don't know I was in which toilet, it's really hard to hear students passed by the toilet. So I gather my strength, I slowly crawl on the cold concrete floor to the door. I knocked the door using all my energy. All out to get attention from outside. I really need help. Again I gather all my  might, my last fight to get help, I raised my hand and wobbled at the door knob and yes, I managed to open the door. Slowly I made my move to get out from the toilet and along the way I crawled, full with blood that dripping NON-STOP. My face started to get cold as the wind crashed it. 

"SEUNGRI!" I heard one girl screaming my name out loud, but my sight is blurry now. 

I heard that person's step running as hard as he/she can to me. That person lifted my head and placed on his/her lap. She's panting and calling my name, yes, she's Jin Hee. I believed. 

"Jin Hee-ah, help.. I can't see.. it's getting blurr..." I cry in pain

"Seungri!! What the heck is wrong? Who did this to you?" Jin Hee asked sounds in mad I don't know she mad at who. 

I heard she shouted at I don't know who to come ASAP!

"Yaa!! Yaa!! Everybody....!!! Anyone here!!! Yaa.... help me!!!" Jin Hee shouted again asking for help while holding my head and she opened her thin vest to pressure the wound at my head from bleeding more.

"Seungri.... ya... don't sleep.. Ri... wake up.." She slap my cheek slowly to keep me awake. Yes, I'm awake. 

I raised my hand slowly and try to hold Jin Hee's hand as, as I found her hand, my eyes shut close. I still conscious just my eyes don't cooperate with me now. Jin Hee cry out loud because she thought I already black out. 

'Thank you God for giving me a little strength at least until someone found and save me. Please give Jin Hee your reward because she saving me' I thought in my mind. 

I was rushed to the hospital. Inside the ambulance, the medical team try their best to keep me awake because I lost so much blood and I can heard one of the said 'if I lost my consciousness I might coma and it'll be a problem for the doctor to treat me later.'  

Jin Hee still holding my hand, and she tried hard not to cry. I can feel it. When our hands in each others, it does connect our hearts too. I know Jin Hee praying but I don't know what is it because I'm half awake. 

"Ri, please! please be strong. Be strong for me, for our friends and the most important is you beloved and one only hyung. Please!" Jin Hee hold my hand tightly

I thought I already reached the hospital, because I can see a bunch of people wearing the white long coat, of course they're doctors.  
"Seungri-ssi! Seungri-ssi! Can you hear me?" one of the doctors asked me while holding my wrist checking my pulse and I blinked 

"His pulse very weak but its still there and same goes to his heartbeat." he added

I feel very hurt. I feel like I'm going to die soon. I still conscious, when they brought me enter a room I don't know what for but it's cold, I can't tell how it is because my sight still blurr. I realized after they do something maybe x-ray on me, many kinds of wires, heartbeat machines and so on attached to my body. And then I lost consciousness because one of the nurse inject me. I'm gone from the real world and I meet someone 

He wears everything white, but I can't his face. He's talking to me but he not facing me. I can only see his back. 

'Lee Seunghyun, you've sacrifices yourself. You let Kwon Jiyong torture you, you done his works, you listened to his words. I can't stand watching you like that anymore.'

'But I did that to change him to the old one. The one that's precious son to his parents, best friends to his friends, loved by his teachers. I promise that I'll change him' 

'Don't you feel hurt in your precious heart that God gave to you?' 

'No, I'm not. It hurts me more if I let go Jiyong hyung just like that. I wish I can see the monster that trapped inside him' 

'Are really sure about that? You want to meet the other side of Kwon Jiyong?'

'I hope I can, because every time Jiyong hyung hurts me, when I looked inside his eyes, its not him, Jiyong hyung but its the monster inside him. I really want to ask why did the monster did that to Jiyong hyung, that monster even control Jiyong hyung's life. I feel so bad for him.' 

'It seems that you badly want to change Kwon Jiyong. I might promise I might not about meeting the monster as you wished. If in future you got the chance to meet it, just consider that you wish is inferred. I think I have to go. Would you follow me?' 

'What followed you?' 

and then, I come back to the real world and I found doctors use the defibrillator on me. I was in coma but I can hear everything. I can feel Seunghyun hyung wipe my hair, he touched my hands. 

-end of Seungri POV-

TO BE CONTINUED.

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2017/12/05 ; 10:10 (+8 GMT) 

Okay, POV part is the hardest things!