Positive Vibes

Chapter 26

-Jiyong's POV- 

I'm awake 3 days ago and Seungri still in his coma. Even doctors don't know what's wrong with him. I saw he's lying on the hospital bed lifelessly but he's smiling. It makes me more curious about him. It makes me wanted to know this angel more and I can't wait for it. Everyday I will visit and wait for Seungri to wake up. But he did not. The word sorry never missed from my lips. It's sounds like I'm repeating mantra in Seungri to make he wake up. I don't know why I keep saying sorry towards this boy. Today I continue my routine for the third day, I walked in Seungri's room and sit on the chair beside the bed. I held Seungri hand and beg him to wake up.

"H-hyung?" Seungri said slow

"Seungri? You awake? You hear me?" I asked curious and Seungri nodded.

"Hyung, its you. Yes its you." Seungri hugged me tightly and made me shocked.

I just know this boy for less than 1 hour. I started my move to get closer to this boy. I was still in shocked and I don't know why I would hurt an angel like Seungri. The name Seungri already shows Victory. I keep asking in my mind.. Why Why just why did I bully him. 

"Seungri-ah, I'm sorry for being so mean to you. I don't know that I've been too harsh at you. Seriously, I had no idea at all that I did that to you. When Bae told me about it, I feel like I want to kill myself. I..I " I said but my words cut by Seungri's tears

"Why are you crying Seungri? Did you hurts somewhere?" I asked in panic

"Hyung... if I told you about this I'm sure you'll know why you made all those to me." Seungri said in tears. He had no choice except tell me about the monster in me, my body. He said I might knew about it but I just don't realized.

"About what?" I asked in confused

Then, Seungri tell everything about that stupid monster, who eating my soul lively. It made me feel more guilty towards him because I knew that the monster is controlling me but I just can't do anything. My soul was too scared. 

When Seungri was discharged from hospital, I feel a bit relief. At least he don't fight with death anymore. I'm scared if I can't repay what I've done to him. I just don't know why, my head keep hurting. Sometimes my eyes feel blurry so suddenly and its gone. I'll go for check up this weekend maybe. 

I called my dad, but he keep reject my calls. Same to my mom. Hmm, Why that stupid monster eating me alive? It ruined everything. And why did the real me being too afraid to deal with it? I cursed again and again because I hate my life now. I wish I can die anytime. I wish I could turn back time to the normal me. Me, the 3 years ago me. 

I walked towards my study table and I saw many sticky notes pasted under the mirror. 'When did I started to write on sticky notes?' I flipped one by one and read it. All of them were from Seungri. Suddenly, my memories come back. The memories when every morning Seungri passed him his homework until the last day before exam. Yes, I remember it now. 

'Ri, I'm sorry again and again for being too mean at you.' 

Few days passed and Seungri asked me and Youngbae to follow him and his friend for picnic. I decided to join them since I want to know him more. 

While we were eating happily, peacefully joking and teasing each other, I just want to take some break and then I told them that I want to the restroom 

"Guys, I want to go to the restroom for awhile." I said

"Nee" the 5 kids answer

Otw from the toilet, the bad memories somehow attacked me. My head felt so hurting. I really want to hit my head at a concrete wall. It hurts. I keep walking towards the kids and my sight getting blurry. I saw Seungri looking at me and hurriedly he stand up and run towards me. My head spinning. It hurts. I can't hold it anymore. I keep walking my body became limp. Before Seungri reach me, I fall flat on the ground and body crazily shaking.

"Hyung... hyung... Kwon Jiyong..ya.. hyung..." Seungri slap my cheeks 

"Youngbae hyung!!! Call 119 NOW! Jiyong hyung is fainted!! Ppaliwa!!" Seungri shout while hugging me and I'm going to unconscious anytime.

"Hyung... fight it hyung... I'm here hyung.." Seungri cry while he slowly lifted my head and placed on his lap but his voice starting to fade and I'm blackout. 

I opened my eyes adjusting the light and I meet 4 white walls. Yes, I end up at the hospital because of yesterday. I saw nobody in this room and then Dr Han and his team stepped in my room. They greet and and asked me to ease my mind and listen carefully about what they going to tell me. 

I was diagnosed with suffering the Meningioma (something like brain tumor. The doctors explain everything in details. He also said that I might lost my sight. I was shocked but they say, If I keep strong and fight for it, I'll get my sight back. 

So, the sugery on me will held in 3 days and need to rest. Everyday Seungri will accompany me after school. Seungri even spent his time doing homework in my room. We talked to each other happily.  I really don't want to waste this time. This precious time to stare at Seungri's angelic face. 

-end of Jiyong POV- 

TO BE CONTINUED. 

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2017/12/08 ; 8:42 PM (+8 GMT) 

Edited at 5:40 AM (+8 GMT)

(a/n ~ If the story become weird and you guys can't think what actually happen between in the real world and the other world where Angel Seungri came from, just let me know. I'll try to fix it again to make you guys not in confusing, I'm not saying that Seungri came from Heaven, yeah it's about religion so I don't want to bother it or something might turn out different. Just consider as this world, Earth and another world that our rough eyes can't see. Plus, Seungri is not human. He's angel who lived as human. Tht's why he really want to change Jiyong. It his duty.)