Chapter 25

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3 days passed and Seungri still didn't wake up. Everyday Jiyong will visit and wait for Seungri to wake up. But he did not. The word sorry never missed from every Jiyong sentences. He himself don't know why he keep saying sorry towards Seungri. Today he continue his routine, he walked in Seungri's room and sit on the chair beside the bed. He hold Seungri hand and beg him to wake up. 

"H-hyung?" Seungri said slow

"Seungri? You awake? You hear me?" Jiyong asked curious and Seungri nodded. 

"Hyung, its you. Yes its you." Seungri hugged Jiyong tightly making the elder shocked. 

Both of them start to know each other. They talked about what Jiyong had done to Seungri. Jiyong still in shocked and he don't know why he would hurt an angel like Seungri. 

"Seungri-ah, I'm sorry for being so mean to you. I don't know that I've been too harsh at you. Seriously, I had no idea at all that I did that to you. When Bae told me about it, I feel like I want to kill myself. I..I " Jiyong's words cut by Seungri's tears

"Why are you crying Seungri? Did you hurts somewhere?" Jiyong asked in panic

"Hyung... if I told you about this I'm sure you'll know why you made all those to me." Seungri said in tears. He had no choice except tell Jiyong about the monster in him. Jiyong hyung might knew about it but he just don't realized. 

"About what?" Jiyong hyung asked in confused

Then, Seungri tell everything about that stupid monster, who eating Jiyong's soul lively. It made Jiyong feel more guilty towards Seungri because he knew that the monster is controlling him but he can't do anything. His soul was too scared. They talked until the lunch hour. Seunghyun hyung came and bring the lunch for 3 of them. Late evening Seungri discharged from hospital and he went home. Same goes to Jiyong.

Few days later, at his apartment, Jiyong found a parcel that was given by Seungri before under his TV Cabinet, the same position when he threw it on the day Seungri passed to him. Yes, he said he want to open it to Youngbae on the day right? No, don't. But it's today. Right now. He opened the parcel. It's a book something like Diary. The front page written ~Kwon Jiyong hyung   xXx Lee Seungri~ and there's Dragon and Panda sticker. Jiyong flipped the first page. 

FIRST DAY ~Hyung, Anneyong! You know what hyung? Today, is my first day in SIS. And I can't believe that we nearly meet each other. You remember the way you asked Youngbae hyung about my locker that is next to you? I'm so happy hyung. 

NEXT DAY ~ Hyung, you know that I got punished by Mr Cha today? He asked me to round the whole field 20 times hyung. Its really tiring. and I end up being hospitalized. I hate hospital hyung. The scent really annoying. 

Jiyong flipped another random page

DAY #25 ~Hyung!! Your homeworks is too much hyung. I'm tired. Very tired today, I only slept for 3 hours hyung. Its okay hyung, anything for you. I'll do it for you. Specially. 

He flipped another random page. 

DAY #53 ~Hyung, I got beaten so hard 3 days ago, I was dragged into the toilet by someone who got the same name with you hyung. He punched me and hit me at the sink. He beat me hard, until it made me hard to breath. And I did undergo a surgery at my head because of frozen blood due to hard hit. I was in coma for 2 days and I met angel hyung. So I pray that One day I can meet you. The real Jiyong hyung. =)

 His tears already stream down his cheeks.
"Did he do this all because of me?" Jiyong asked in tears.   

DAY #60 ~Hyung, I got the chance to enter the Elite Class this semester hyung. I'm very happy hyung. But my locker won't be the next to you. T_T And we will rarely meet each other in the cafe. I heard the guy who had the same name with you got suspended for 2 weeks cause he did beat me those days. 

Jiyong cry harder reading day #60, 
'He never said that the guys who bullied him was me. He never put the blame on me. But why I don't remember even a single thing? 

DAY #70 ~ Hyung, this is my last day writing this journal for you. I'm doing this because I want to be a good dongsaeng for you. I hope you'll never left me. I'll always love you. Please don't cry while reading this. Jebal hyung, I know you're strong. Promise me? I want to meet new Kwon Jiyong after this kay? Annyeong 

Jiyong finally droves to sleep while hugging the diary specially from Seungri, the person he bullied all this time. Not him, his bad soul. His tears still stained in his eyelashes.

Few days passed, Seungri decided to ask all his best friends including Jiyong and Youngbae to have a picnic together with his beloved hyung since they're all getting close to each other. They're all were very happy eating and talking to each other. Everybody brought homemade foods so everyone can taste it. Jiyong still in the phase of knowing Seungri. To him Seungri is a new friend. He act Seungri like his new friend because he don't want to hurt Seungri anymore. Truthfully, he really regret for letting his bad soul hurting Seungri. 

"Guys, I want to go to the restroom for awhile." Jiyong said 

"Nee" the 5 kids answer 

Otw from the toilet, the bad memories somehow attacked Jiyong. He walked towards the kids and his sight getting blurry. Seungri that looking at Jiyong in panic hurriedly stand up and run towards him. Before he reach Jiyong already fall flat on the ground. His body crazily shaking. 

"Hyung... hyung... Kwon Jiyong..ya.. hyung..." Seungri slap Jiyong cheeks

"Youngbae hyung!!! Call 119 NOW! Jiyong hyung is fainted!! Ppaliwa!!" Seungri shout while hugging shaking Jiyong that's going to unconscious anytime. 

"Hyung... fight it hyung... I'm here hyung.." Seungri cry and he know that the Meningioma that belongs to Chang Soo is now attacking Jiyong. 

Jiyong was rushed to hospital and all of them were in shocked about Jiyong. Later, Dr. Han approached them. 

"Who's the patient guardian?" Seunghyun hyung step forward volunteering himself since he's the eldest among all of them. 

"From MRI scan, we sure that Kwon Jiyong is having Meningioma. A tumor that forms on membranes that cover the brain and spinal cord just inside the skull. Specifically, the tumor forms on the three layers of membranes that are called meninges. As you can see throught this MRI scan, it formed behind his left eye. I'm sure he sometimes feel hurts behind the eye balls. Don't worry, this tumor can be cure by surgery. But the surgery will take times at least 12 hours or longer." Dr Han explained

"Did it'll effect his sight doc?" Seunghyun hyung asked curious 

"It'll be 50/50 chances about his sight. I can;t say he'll be blind or he can continue watching this beautiful world. Just pray for the best." 

"When the surgery will be?" 

"Anytime the patient feel comfortable. The sooner is better" 

After seeing Dr Han, he come out and tell the kids about Jiyong's tumor. Everyone was shocked except Seungri. He already knew that this day would come, Chang Soo really fulfill his words. 

The sugery on Jiyong will held in 3 days. So he need to rest. Everyday Seungri will accompany him after school. Seungri even spent his time doing homework in Jiyong's room. They talked to each other happily.

'Hyung, I'm sorry. But my time is coming. The one who sent me here already call me back. I hope these 3 days really worth it. I hope it won't hurt you hyung. I promise If I can stay longer here, I will.' Seungri thought in his mind while caressing Jiyong hyung's hair that's sleeping peacefully. Seungri really wish that he can stay longer. Longer that the estimated time. 



TO BE CONTINUED. 

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2017/12/07 ; 11:30 (+8 GMT)

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