LETTERS TO JIMIN.

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Hey baby!

My hands are hurting lately. Not because of all the writing but because of the therapies. My whole body hurts. Even my heart.

Because it craves for you. For your love. For your sweetness.

I had always imagined our love story as a fairy tale. It is but the thing is it does not have a happy ending. Maybe your the prince but I'm not the princess. Maybe I'm the villan that was bound to die in the ending.

I'm so selfish for keeping everything to myself I know. But atleast I have a reason. A reason that makes no sense. Pffft. Sorry!

The end is near! -nope. Scratch that.

My end is near!

Sorry if I made you cry Jimin.

Sorry if I forced you to move on.

Sorry if I forced you to unlove me.

Sorry if I.... sorry Jimin.

Sorry for making you understand in such short notice.

Sorry for telling you so late.

Sorry if I told you hurtful words.

Sorry for making you beg.

Sorry for leaving you.

Sorry for breaking you heart Jimin.

Sorry.

Sorry.

Sorry.

And I think those are not enough for all the things that I have done to you.

I lied.

I cried.

And I suffered morethan you.

Is that enough?

No.

I won't be cured.

My life is now in a short amount of time.

I will die soon.

That's enough. Because I deserve to die after all those things that I have done to you. But really Jimin. I'm sorry.

I didn't mean it.

I never meant it.

I never planned it.

Because I love you and only you that I have the courage to hurt you just to save you from worse problems.

I was happy that you made me feel loved.

You made me feel important.

You made me feel wanted.

You made me feel cared.

You made me feel that everything is possible.

I love you Jimin and nothing is going to change that.

-Chaeyoung♡