LETTERS TO JIMIN.

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Hey Jimin! This is probably the letter I sould be writing because it seems like my hand could not move so please take time in reading.

I miss you.

I want you.

I need you.

I love you.

Three words and eight letters. I have alot for you.

Please remember me.

Please support me.

Please pray for me.

Please. Please love me still.

Thos are the pleases I want to tell you so bad right now. Those are the pleases I want to beg you on my knees the day I left you alone.

Sorry for leaving you.

Sorry for lying to you.

Sorry for not telling you.

Sorry. Sorry for giving you pain.

Those are the apologies I had always wanted to tell you right from the start when I left you.

I wish that I could still be with you.

I wish that you will forgive me.

I wish that you and I are still together.

I wish you still love me Jimin.

These are the wishes I want to come true but I don't know how to achieve it. Well without you I can't. Because only you can answer these.

Can I still be with you?

Do you forgive me?

Can we still be together?

Do you... do you still love me Jimin?

These are my questions for you. I think I know the answers to some of them so let me tell you.

I can't be with you because I will die soon.

I don't know if you had firgiven me yet.

We can't be together because again I will die soon.

I... I don't know if you still love me or not.

But either way I will still be there for you. I will run away from the light that would take me just to be with you. I would love you forever Jimin. Even if I watch every moment of you faling for someone else.

Even if it will hurt me.

Even if I would die over and over again.

Even if I would cry for you.

I will still love you and support you with all your decisions.

I would... I would still love you no matter what.

Because you the only Park Jimin in my life.

Even in my fall.

Even in my imaginations.

Even in my dreams.

Even in my... in my death.

I LOVE YOU Park Jimin. To the moon and back.

I can run a hundred miles just to get to you.

I cane try my best to beat every girl that wants you.

I can keep you for myself.

I can do all of those for you.

If I'm not dying.

I'm so sorry Jimin.

I love you.

Bye.

-Chaeyoung♡