Thoughts

Our unspoken deal

Blaine's P.O.V

I hear the door bell ring and get up to get it. I open the door to an un familiar face.

"Hi um I'm Chandler is Kurt Hummel here".

As soon as he says his name I feel anger fill me.

I call Kurt and they talk and he invites him in. He knew I didn't like him. But he let him in anyway.

I grab my tea and go behind a wall where they can't see me.

"So now that you husband is gone we can get to business"he said.

"What do you mean"Kurt said.

"I know you like me"

"No I'm over that"

"So... You used to like me" I could hear the smirk in his voice.

"I liked the way you made me feel"Kurt said shyly.

"And how did I make you feel"he said.

"Loved. Worthy. At the time my boyfriend-who is now my husband- wasn't giving me that." I started to tear up I didn't realize that I made him feel not worthy or loved.

"Well I can make you feel that right now" and then it goes silent.

I hear a moan and I know that moan anywhere it was Kurt's. I started to sob realizing what was happening.

I got out of my corner to see what was going on. Next thing I know I drop my tea cup and push Chandler of Kurt. I yell for him to leave but I don't know if I was talking to Chandler or Kurt but Chandler ran.

Kurt tried to explain but I couldn't do it so I ran. I heard him behind me yelling my name. Finally I stop and look at Kurt he's crying too.

"What" I say

"I'm sorry I really am it just happend. But...I love you I love you so much. I don't want anyone else"Kurt started sobbing.

Ok. I love you too but I need some time. I'll be back later"I said and got in my car.

I went to the park to clear my head and just sat and thought about what happend.

Kurt. My husband. Kissed my mortal enemy. Why?

By time I figured out what I was gping to say to Kurt it was noght time so I headed home.

I opend the door slowly to finf Kurt sitting on the couch.

"Hey"he whispered

"Hey"I breathed out

"Look I know you have a lot to say so just say it"Kurt said tears streaming down his face.

"Hey why are you crying"I whisperd sitting down next to him.

"Because you're going to break up with me"he said looking at his ring.

"I never said that. Kurt look. I only got mad because I felt like we had this secret deal. That I would never date Sebastian kiss,or anything intimate. And you would never date Chandler or kiss him or anything intimate. So when I saw you kiss him I flipped out because you broke the deal".

"I get it I do. I kind of feel that way too. But I felt like your child. Your not letting me live. And you act different around me like I'm some fragile object. But I'm not."Kurt said looking me in the eye.

"Ok how about this? I let you "live" and you never EVER do something like that again with Chandler. Or anybody because that hurt. A lot."I said tears streaming down my face.

"Deal" Kurt whispered and kissed me. His lips were salty because of the tears coming down his face.

"I love you" I said as I pulled away.

"I love you more"Kurt said.

And we layed down and cuddled on the couch me being big spoon(obviously) and before we knew it we were asleep.

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