my crush is so cute. i wish i could talk to him, but he is just as shy as me and i can't ever get the courage to talk to him. even in my actual dreams i'm so awkward. it's never gonna happen which makes me real sad. lol (update like 4 months later, i told him i liked him, got rejected. 2 months later, or present time, pretty sure he is dating my friend and she's kind of hiding it from me)
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you sat on the smooth seat. listening to the drake song that played overhead of the diner. you hummed to passionfruit, while waiting for your food you ordered.
for the past month, you kept coming to the diner, the last place you saw ethan. you haven't seen him in one month, the longest month of your life.
you tried everything to contact him. his own brother would ignore you, but grayson never liked your presence.
you tended to spend most of your time with ethan over the summer, but this summer was different. anytime you would be with friends, you hoped maybe ethan would show up too, but he never did.
ethan was always like that. he likes to be by himself. he was never too keen on your friends, they were too loud for him.
you sat in the aqua colored booth, thinking about the boy that you loved. how could you let him walk out of your life, without trying to make him stop.
you hear footsteps come towards your table, noticing the waitress with your food. she placed the meal in front of you, but you had lost your appetite.
"enjoy."
you nodded your head, swirling around the straw in your drink. you took a couple bites of your food, asking for a to-go box shortly after.
you paid for your meal, ready to get home and lay down. too worn out from doing nothing, but thinking of ethan.
you pushed open the diner door, the sun setting on a perfect summer day. you start walking towards your car, in the spot you've always parked in.
you heard a faint cough, making you turn your head to see a familiar motorcycle. you stopped in your tracks, looking at the man that sat on the motorcycle. his head was down, looking at his watch that rested on his wrist.
his hair looked black in the slight darkness of the day. he then lifted his head, licking his plump lips, the one you used to kiss when you would see them.
he looked straight forward, right at the booth you were just sitting in. when he noticed you had left, he shook his head.
your heart stopped, you couldn't believe ethan was right in front of you. it seemed as if he was waiting for you, but he never went inside.
he picked up his helmet, getting ready to put it back on his head. you set your food on the roof of the car, not wanting to drop it.
your eyes began to water, and your knees almost gave out, so excited to see your true love.
"ethan!" you sprinted over to him, seeing his head turn to look at you.
his smile appeared, waiting for you to make it over to him. you didn't stop your speed as you came near him, running into his chest and hugging onto his neck.
you cried onto his shoulder, feeling his arms wrap around your waist. he kissed your neck, trying to get off his bike while never letting go of you.
he successfully got off, picking you up fully, letting your legs wrap around him.
he held you as tight as he could, until he put you down on the smooth parking lot pavement.
"i've missed you so much." you kissed his pink lips.
"but you never answered my texts or calls." you punched his rock hard chest, pulling away from his embrace.
"i'm sorry. i just, didn't know what to say." he pulled your arm, bringing you back into the warmth of his body.
"anything. you could have said anything. i thought you hated me, i was so worried."
"i could never hate you, your face is too pretty." ethan pinched your cheeks, while you still held onto his frame.
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