inspired by everything, everything, because that's what i'm currently reading.
if you have any good romance books, pls drop the names because i love romance books!
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i patiently wait on the bright white sofa, that has to be thoroughly cleaned every day, making it smell like sweet lemons.
my fingers tap lightly on my checkered pants, my baby blue nails starting to chip. i was so ecstatic mom finally let me wear nail polish, but it's not as great as everyone says.
the doorbell rings loudly, making me jump up in excitement. carla, my nurse, rushes to the capsule that surrounds the front door, keeping the dangerous germs away from me.
she opens the door, and i see his body standing there, his eyes immediately look to mine. my lips form a close mouthed smile, but it changed when he showed the biggest smile i'd seen on him. his white teeth that i rarely saw showed, making him even more adorable than he already was.
after being decontaminated, he walked straight towards me, breaking the distance that was usually between us. he wrapped his arms around me, placing his head on top of mine.
i heard carla began to say something, but she stopped before she could say it. it probably would have been something along the lines of, "y/n, what do you think you're doing!"
ethan and i had only touched probably 3 times before, but after not seeing reach other for 2 weeks, we couldn't help ourselves. his arms were wrapped securely around my waist, mine around his neck. i buried my face into the black hoodie he always wore, smelling probably what his home smelt like.
he finally pulled back, grabbing my hand and pulling me to my room, where we would spend most of time we had holding each other. not caring about the deathly disease i had, where i could sick from just touching a leaf.
i giggled at his hand that rubbed softly on my exposed stomach, but kept letting him do it, watching his face that would scrunch up when i would boop his nose.
"i don't care about your illness. you're still just a normal girl who i love." ethan kissed the side of my head, and my cheeks blushed while the butterflies fluttered inside my stomach.
i rolled over, to where i straddled his torso, i leaned down to his lips, kissing them for the first time ever.
i didn't care if i got sick from the germs we were sharing, i had been waiting so long to do that.
his lips melted into mine, the softness of them made me want more. i continued to kiss him, savoring the minty taste of his lips.
his hand came up to my face, holding it, while the other held onto my waist. my hands were on his biceps, holding onto them while we attacked each other's lips.
when he pulled back, he left a gentle kiss on my nose, then my forehead, and lastly my chin. he sighed in relief. "i've wanted to kiss you since the first day we held hands."
he leaned his forehead on mine, looking down at my hands, chipping off the three day old polish.
if mom had saw what just happened, it wouldn't be my sickness that would kill me. it would be her.
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happy easter!