Evan POV:
I still can't stop staring at the the marks. The red lines at surrounded by puffy, red vignettes. I can't help but wonder...
"Hey,"
"Yeah?"
"How long have you been...." Her face fell. She looks down, "a few years...since 2009..." I bring her chin up and rub her arm. We were on the couch, her legs off to the side and her head on my shoulder as we watch a movie. She puts her head back down and buries it in my arm, keeping a small part of her eye in view of the TV.
"I'm so sorry Evan. I really am."
"Stop apologizing, this was no one's fault."
"Yeah, you're right. I'm gonna stop. The only reason I did it was because I thought I wasn't good enough to have you."
"Please, the only reason I never made a move on you was because you're way out of my league."
"Quit lying to me," she said, playfully slapping my arm. "What the hell are we watching?"
"I have no clue."
"Switch to Friends." And we did. Just in time to see Chandler propose to Monica. Every thing he said I wanted to say to Avril. But it's too soon...
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Open Your Eyes, And Open Them Wide- An Evril Story
RomanceEvan Taubenfeld has always loved the lead singer of his band, Avril Lavigne. He will never stop loving her. One day, Avril and her boyfriend Dereyck announce their engagement and he doesn't know if he would be able to continue working in their band...