Dear Vadim,
When you're reading this letter you've probably found our little girl. Firstly I want to apologise for my sudden disappearance. When I found out I was pregnant I panicked, I didn't know what to do. I was so scared you'd kill me, thus I ran.
I wanted to raise our baby girl on my own, I didn't want her to be exposed to the life you live in. I didn't want her to always have to watch her back. I thought I could do it, that I could stay clean and not drink and I mean it when I say I hate myself for not being able to quite, but I can't!
I tried so hard not to drink or smoke or do drugs, but it was so hard. I can't bring this little princess up the way that she deserves, I can't overcome my addictions.
I can't take care of her but you can, so please do everything you can to keep our daughter safe.
Please tell her I love her and that I really wanted to be there but I can't because I can't overcome my demons. In this envelope is her birth certificate and a letter. It's a letter I wrote for her, for when she is older.
Please Vadim keep her safe and my dear Karina, your mommy loves you so much,
Sincerely Roksana
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A Mafia's Letter
General FictionVadim Nabatov has always been a strict and cruel man, one of the best leaders the Russian mafia has ever known. At 43 years of age, Vadim thought he would never become a father. He thought his little nephew Nickolai was his only hope for a heir. Unt...
