Secret Love | ksg. & ijb.

Difficult

The mixture of cold and warm sweat surfaced Seulgi's face, the girl spent a good 2 hours practicing, pushing herself to all limits to make sure her performance was smooth and perfect. Even though she was sick and clearly not in good condition, she danced till she could not go on anymore.

She flopped on to the cold wooden floor, finally giving herself to catch her breath, letting her breathing go back in tempo. She sighed heavily

It was the first time performing at MAMA and it was already stressful enough but to add a solo dance had her mind exploding. Seulgi wasn't normally the type to stress about these things but for some reason, she was scared. Scared she might make a mistake.

As she laid flat on the floor, the door opened. Causing her to get up. As she watched a familiar face walked in.

"Noona, are you okay??" The boy asked concerned

Even though she was tired and would rather be in bed sleeping, she smiled reassuring the boy standing in front of her that she was fine.

Taeyong, feeling uneasy about it, let it slide.

"Shall we practice??"

"Yes"

Not long after a short break for Seulgi, she was up again. Practicing and practicing after more practice.

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Seulgi packed her bag, getting ready to leave the company, she slipped on her jacket and slid her earphones in. It's crazy how she walked in during day light and left during dawn.
Her legs feeling like jelly as she walked out the doors, she felt at ease. The cool breeze was refreshing after spending hours in a mirrored room.
The cold air touching her face was relaxing in some way, she closed her eyes for a little bit as she stood outside the building.

"Ahh em"

She opens her eyes to see a boy smiling at her.

With big eyes and a wide smile forming on her face, she opened her arms griping the boy into a big hug. Of course the boy, Jaebum grasped on to her petite waist, hugging her back.

They stayed like that for a moment after finally facing each other. It had been a couple of weeks since they had seen each other and Jaebum had heard enough of Seulgi's worries that he had to see her immediately after he arrived back from tour.

Jaebum kisses her forehead then leaned back

"How are you feeling?" He asked sincerely
Seulgi looked up at him,

"Honestly, just so so tired. I wanna sleep for days" the girl said as she pouted.

Jaebum looked at her in awe
All he wanted to do was take away all her worries and just make her happy.
But things were just getting harder on the two.
Seeing each other became less and finding time to meet was even worse.

He gave his words of advice and just reassured her that things will get better. All he wanted to do was just cherish the moments he had with her because he knew it wasn't long before he had to say goodbye.

They walked together, on the empty streets, hand in hand. Conversating about how their lives were going.
The topic of Seulgi collaborating with Taeyong come up, and suddenly Jaebum's facial expressions changed.
It was quite obvious Jaebum was not a big fan of his own members being partnered with his gf but to have someone from the same company as her perform with her, he wasn't to fond about it.

He completed dodged the convo

"I refuse to listen to you talk about this Taeyong boy."

He let go of her hand and walked a head of her,
Leaving the girl dumbfounded over how jealous her boyfriend was.

Normally he was cute when he gets jealous, but Seulgi could sense that he was being dead set serious. And it was defiantly going to cause some tension and issues to their relationship.

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Omg hi, lol it's been like months since I updated! I'm sorry 😐 I've been working a shit load and just been super busy. I hope some of you are still reading...
I'll try be more active