Forever Yours

Chapter 4

The rest of the breakfast was very awkward without anyone talking and trying to eat their meal as fast as they can.

"Do you have to go to work?" I asked Henry as he was getting clothes in my wardrobe. He had spare clothes in my wardrobe as I have many in his. It saves time from going back to the house to get clothes whenever we sleep over at each other house. "Can you stay with me?" I said trying to be as cute as I can and I tried to pull the puppy face on him, "We can cuddle and snuggle. watch movies and... "

"Cindy baby I have to go to work." He said as he came near me to give me a kiss.

I stretched my arm to give him  hug.

"What's that?" he said looking at my arm.

I quickly hid my arm behind my back.

fuck! I forgot about that; the blood must've gone through my sweater.

"Haayy.... " I trailed "won't you look at the time It's time for you to go to work. I'll see you later."

"Cindy! Have you been cutting!?" he growled.

"It's not a big deal really..." I said softly.

"Are you serious!?" he grabbed my arm and rolled my slaves up so he could se the cut. "You're telling me that's not a fucking big deal!! You're so stupid why would you start that again? Is that what you really want? huh! Do you want to Die?!!"

"MAYBE I DO HENRY!!! You hear my parents I'm useless shit! I don't do anything right! There's nothing for me here! I've been living hell!" I took a breath and I could sedan Henry's eyes were watering. "I'm sorry I yelled at you baby," I put my hands on his face feeling guilty.

He took my hands off his face.

"Henryy...?" I asked

That's the first time he has ever done that

"So everything I did; being with you isn't making your life happier? You know how much you mean to me and I just felt worthless with all those things you just said,"  he started.

Where was this leading?

"You know I was upset, I didn't mean those things." I whispered

"That's the thing Cindy," he  breathed, "you say things you don't mean when you're angry. But those are the things you have been holding inside and it bursted out like that. It's probably not how you wanted to come out but..."

The ring of his cellphone interrupted. He looked at it and stared back at me.

"I need to go to work." he said walking away. "I just need a time off right now. You need it too; think bout me, us."

What the hell is wrong with me? I'm the worst girlfriend anyone can ever have and the perfect boy just walked out on me. I'm so stupid. What do I do now? Parents hate me, my boyfriend probably hates me now. ugh. get your head together Cindy!

[hey guys if I take a long time to update my story It's because our Wi-Fi is a bit of a mess. I think someone hacked nto it so we can use it but hopefully I will make up a few chapters while It's getting fixed intown. Thank you for your patience and thank you skin much for checking out my book.]

            forever yours S.S xxx