Epiphany

mine

They call you weird

But they don't understand

How you calmed my fears

How you gave me your hand

And put me back on my feet

How you taught me to fly

And helped me realize I'm not that weak

That only I decide how high

Will my dreams be

And I am my only enemy

How you held me in those dark days

And led me back to my original way

How you said to stop chickening out

'They're your dreams, don't let them wander about'

Every time I break down, you're there

Singing my pain, in your voice so sweet and fair

And for once I can say

I didn't make a mistake

Joining this happy mess of a family

Maybe it's not perfect, but to me

I can say I'm learning to love myself finally. 

You're my star in this dark night

To my international family, to my idols, I can't express the love and eternal gratitude I feel towards you~ Thank you for soothing the pain and give me a purpose to fight for.