A Love So Beautiful

Epilogue

"I like you!" Your first three words on our very first meet

Even you don't know me yet and so do I

How could you tell that so quick

We were so young and naive

Yet you answered positive and assured,
"I will marry you when we grow up."

How could you bluntly say that to a total stranger?

Days passed, we became childhood friends, neighbors and classmate, I became your daily routine

You convey your feelings, how you like me the most

I thought at first, you are a strange & weirdo but end up realizing it is just your personality, your natural you—to be loyal.

You kept on calling my name without a shame

You kept on screaming my name everywhere

You kept on telling others that you like me more than anyone

You kept on confessing every year and every year, I always rejected you

and still you continued showing me how you love me despite of pushing you away a million times. —I surrendered

I realized you will never get tired chasing me

You will never stop looking for me

You will never stop liking me

You will never be

All the rejections I made
All the hurtful words I'd spit on you, karma got your back

I woke up one day, I'm looking for you
Hearing your voice everytime you call my name— became my drugs.

Your voice turn into music on my ears
I finally woke up, I dont want to lose you

I'm so afraid to tell you
I'm so terrified knowing my feelings for you

I don't know how to handle the feelings I've felt for the first time

I like you and your silly things.
I like you and your loud voice.
I like you and your whining.
I started liking everything about you

I kept on looking on you from afar
I kept on stealing glances hoping you would not notice any of it

I tried to hide my feelings
I tried lying to my self I don't like you—it's a nightmare

I want you to look at me
I want your attention, only to me
I want to scream that I like you

I only want you
I'm getting crazy about you

Have you still remember, You once told me that one day you will make me say that I like you, isn't it?

Well, untill now I still don't like you. . I will never like you. . . because I want now to tell you, more than to like—I already love you.

And let me be the one to ask you, "Let's get married soon, Saori!"

—Kira ♥︎