Secretly Pregnant ~ Jacquees Book

secretly pregnant ~ 88 { Separate Ways }

2 Weeks Later...

Cassandra

"So this what the fuck we doing?!" I yelled walking in the studio seeing Nicholas and his so called ex-girlfriend, Amanda.

This bitch was sitting in his lap and they were smiling and shit! What kind of shit is this?!

"Aye Cassandra, what you doing here?" He asked just turning his head looking at me. His eyes was bloodshot red and he had a blunt in his hand.

"NO THE QUESTION IS WHY YOU GOT THIS BITCH SITTING IN YOUR LAP?! AND SHE STILL SITTING ON YOU!" I yelled.

"Man Cass quit bugging." He said fanning me away and smoked his blunt. Amanda laughed feeling on his neck.

"Bitch something funny?" I asked cocking my head looking at her.

"Yup. The fact you thought he was done with me. Sorry boo, once a relationship, always a relationship." She smiled. "Ain't that right baby?"

"Amanda shut the fuck up and get off of me." He said pushing her arm.

I just felt hurt. He been here all morning talking about working on some song. It was 3 in the afternoon and Nic was still gone!

He wasn't with Kingston because King not even in the city.

So something told me to come down here and see what the fuck is going on.

"You know what, I'm done with you Nicholas. I'm taking the kids, and we're leaving. Hope you enjoy your little relationship with your ex." I said turning and walking out the studio.

I walked to the car tears streaming with tears. Getting to the car, I felt someone grab my arm. I turned around and Nicholas was behind me.

I jecked my arm away from him forcefully.

"DON'T TOUCH ME!" I yelled with tears everywhere on my shirt. I got in the truck and he held the door open.

"Cassandra where you going? You not taking my daughter away from me." He said grabbing my neck.

I slapped him the face almost knocking his ass out.

"Don't you EVER grab my neck! Now look, I never said I was taking Malaya from you. That's not me. But I will allow you to see her. We're just going co-parent." I said wiping my tears. Telling him this was hard.

I never excepted this to ever happen. I actually thought we was never going to any problems. I thought we got past that.

Apparently not..

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"Listen,  I'm sorry. Don't leave me Cassandra please." He pleaded with his fake ass tears.

If he thinks I'm about to soak that shit in and believe him, got another thing coming. As much as I want to, I'm not.

I didn't with Jacquees, and I'm going to now with Nicholas.

"Nichoals I love you, but I'm not going to be with you." I explained.

"WHY THE FUCK NOT?!" He yelled hitting the window with his bare hand scaring me. "I FUCKING LOVE YOU CASSANDRA!"

"Nicholas your high! You need to get home and rest!" I yelled. He wasn't fully focusing and probably won't even remember what he's saying.

"Cassandra stop.. please. Listen, my dream when I was a little boy was to get married and everything. Baby I really LOVE you. Look at that. I really do." He said crying all over my hand and ring.

I rubbed his back.

"Nichoals, I have to go." I said softly and he sniffed.

"You know what? Fuck it, leave!" He said standing back and slamming the door.

Is he fucking serious right now? He almost smashed my hand.

"REALLY NICHOLAS?" I yelled standing on the step of the truck.

"Cassandra leave like you said!" He yelled turning to me. "I'll just go do what the fuck I got to do and you do you." He said and I shook my head getting back in the truck sitting there a bit.

I know He doesn't mean all that he's saying because the weed is speaking right now.

But what if he is...

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I stared at the engagement ring on my finger. Only been 2 week wearing this. So close to my dream of being married to someone I love, but its crushed now.

I love Nicholas, I really do. But I dont love the person he is with the drugs. He never started smoking until he started the music shit.

Amanda just want his fucking money anyways. She doesn't love him. She loves his money. She didn't cheat on him for a reason.

I guess we just have to go out separate ways now..

Nicholas

I walked back in the studio and Amanda was smoking my shit.

"Man what the fuck?! Gimme my shit!" I yelled taking my blunt out her hand. She smacked her lips and then bit them.

Smoking my shit, I sat back down working on a quick song.

"Where's wifey?" Amanda asked.

"Ain't no wifey. She left me.." i explained. Saying that shit hurted the fuck out of me.

I really love Cassandra.

"Were you crying over her dumb ugly ass?" She asked laughing.

I looked at her. "Shut the fuck up. You know what, go!" I yelled pointing to the door.

"You don't want me to leave. Forgot I have to do what I said I was going to do earlier?" She smirked feeling my penis. I stared at her as she got on her knees.

I need it now since I know I won't be getting none from Cassandra any more.

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