A Long Way from Home //A Jyler (Justin Blake & Tyler Brown) Fanfiction

Chapter 5; Adore & Revenge

[ J U S T I N ]
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When Tyler gripped his hand, Justin knew he couldn't leave him. Not yet. Not while he knew Tyler was in such a scared, broken state. So, he collapsed back onto the couch with the younger boy.

Tyler clutched Justin's hand tightly, afraid that if he let go, Justin would disappear. Although Justin found it cute, he also found it sad. A sigh escaped his lips as he placed his head on Tyler's.

Dusk set in further, and they stayed on the couch. Neither of them bothered to get up and move from the couch. At first, they both just comfortably sat there, thinking. Until, Tyler's breaths got softer. Justin could soon tell that Tyler had fallen asleep.

As Justin released a yawn, he realized that Tyler's parents would soon be home. Realizing this, he sighed, not wanting to leave the boy who gave him such strange feelings. However, he didn't have a choice if he wanted to go unnoticed by Tyler's parents.

After a few more brief moments of thinking, Justin pulled Tyler into his grasp, carrying him bridle style all the way back to his room. Upon entering, he scanned the area before placing Tyler on the bed and pulling the soft blankets over him.

Then, Justin inhaled deeply. He'd have to part with his smaller boy now, and he truly didn't want to. He didn't want to leave him there, scared and alone. He didn't have a choice, though. Justin knew that he would have to stay away from Tyler.

The feelings that pulsed throughout Justin's body weren't just some strange emotions. It was a deep attraction. For now, love seemed to be too strong of a word. So, Justin settled for adore. Justin adores Tyler. Immensely. It was dangerous, though.

Justin didn't exactly want himself to fall for Tyler, of course he knew that Tyler was gorgeous and he wanted him. He wasn't looking for anything deep or forever, though. Yet here he was, gazing lovingly at Tyler, wishing he could cuddle him for the rest of his life.

Snapping out of his rushing pool of thoughts, Justin took one last glance at Tyler's serene body. Then, he leaned down and kissed his forehead before swiftly making his exit. He yanked open the front door, walking out briskly and shutting the door tightly behind him.

The lonely walk home wasn't too long, but to Justin it felt like a million years since he's left Tyler. When he finally arrived home to his empty apartment, where he resided alone, he kicked off his shoes and headed straight for his bed. Seeing as he was absolutely exhausted, he fell onto the bed.

Justin only took up a small portion of the large bed he had. It felt so vacant, without Tyler laying in his grasp. He found himself missing Tyler's presence. It was as if a part of him was gone, missing. How could he feel this way already?

After the night he just had, the very eventful night, Justin wasn't confused, just simply scared. He was scared of falling. It was never his intention to fall for this boy, and he didn't want to. Somehow, he always knew that he would.

As the night dragged on, Justin tossed and turned in his bed. He just couldn't get the angelic younger boy out of his mind. The mere thought of Tyler brought a grin to Justin's face. So, he spent the night smiling to himself about his boy. Well, he would like Tyler to be his, at least.

That wasn't the case, though. Tyler wasn't his. This caused his grin to fade into a frown. Tyler wasn't his, but maybe he could be. Perhaps they could start something, maybe Justin could talk to him more and Tyler would be interested. Maybe, just maybe.

The decision was tough. At first, Justin never wanted to love anyone. Not after what happened with his last relationship. After that, he only allows himself to be with people for the night and nothing more. That is, until Tyler came into his life.

At first glance, Justin instantly knew he just wouldn't stop until he had Tyler. It was more now, though. It was more than just a night. Now, it was real. Justin wanted to try. He wanted to try to make a relationship blossom. What would he do if he didn't have Tyler?

Well, he sure wouldn't be where he is right now. He'd probably still be going around, recklessly and carelessly continuing with his life as a rebellious 17 year old. Then he met Tyler. Everything changed.

Justin used to say he wanted to die before he was old, but because of Tyler he might think twice. No, he did think twice. He wanted to be with Tyler forever. Now, forever may be a long time, but he felt such a strong electricity whenever he was with Tyler.

It was like nothing he'd ever felt before. It was new to him, but for some odd reason, he wanted to pursue the emotion. He'd be sure to see Tyler tomorrow, just to confirm his feelings. Again, he wondered of Tyler. Of what Tyler was dreaming of right now. If Tyler was thinking about him as well.

Perhaps Tyler was thinking about what happened today, though. The poor boy was probably scarred for life. Justin was enraged at the sinister soul that did this to Tyler. He was only 15, he didn't deserve what he got. Justin grew a deep hatred for the personal responsible, and he wanted to get revenge for what happened to his poor angel.

Although, he knew that Tyler probably just wanted to forget about it and pretend as if the whole ordeal never existed. Justin smiled at how innocent Tyler was, but was sure to remember what the man did to Tyler. To Justin, what happened was something that needed revenge for.

He definitely wouldn't let Tyler aware of what he planned, though. Tyler was an angel to Justin, and he really didn't want to drag him into it any further than he already was. He simply just prayed that Tyler would be alright.

Soon, after going through such a powerful surge of emotions, Justin's eyelids grew heavy. He yawned deeply, dragging in some air. An exhale also escaped his lips. It wasn't long after that he finally gave in and allowed sleep to consume him. Into the night he fell, and he slipped peacefully into a dream of nine other than Tyler Brown.
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Author's Note ;
GUYSSSS IM SO SORRY ABOUT NOT UPDATING! :( IM REALLY BAD I KNOW, BUT I HOPE THIS MAKES UP FOR IT. DID ANYONE GET THE TØP REFERENCE?! NO?! OKAY ILL GO HOME. ANYWAY, LEAVE SUGGESTIONS ON WHAT SHOULD HAPPEN NEXT. OKAY THANKS, HAVE A GREAT NIGHT/DAY/AFTERNOON/EVENING EVERYONE!! I LOVE YOU GUYSSSS!
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