Slowly Dying

Chapter 36

Nicole's POV

I came back to the car to see Adam was fast asleep. I sat inside the car and grabbed a blanket and put it on him. I got the other blanket and wrapped myself up with it. My eyes began to tire and I too fell asleep.

11Am -NEXT DAY-

I woke up to see Adam driving. He still looked tired but he was determined to get home on time. We stopped only twice to get something to eat.

I arrived home at 11:30PM. I kissed Adam and hugged him.

"Thank you for this, it was the best night ever," I said to him.

"You're welcome," he said, yawning.

I went inside to see everyone waiting for me in the living room. Mum hugged me and said that she missed having me around. Stacey asked how it was and Mark asked 'how was the ginger bloke'. He always makes fun of Ed Sheeran and it's so annoying.

We all headed to bed after 10 minutes of talking and I fell asleep instantly. I was so tired even though I slept way more than Adam did.

-NEXT DAY-

I woke up and got ready for school. I didn't really want to go school because I was exhausted. I wore shorts with a white T-shirt that says 'Perfect' on it. I'm seriously feeling the Ed Sheeran vibes. I wore a black Adidas jacket over to cover up the scars that decorated my arms. I quickly put on my converse and went out.

I walked it to school and when I got there, I saw Selena. She ran to me and hugged me whilst squealing.

"How was ginger?" She said.

"He has a name you know! And yeah Ed was amazing," I said to her.

She rolled her eyes and walked with me to first lesson. I sat in my seat and waited for Mr Richardson to start the lesson.

"Selena, could you please leave and go to your own lessson, please?" Mr Richardson said to her.

"Of course, sir," Selena said, fluttering her eyelashes before strutting out.

James came into the class and, yes, I know that he's Chloe's boyfriend. He came in and sat next to me. I don't know why he sat next to me. I instantly felt uncomfortable but I couldn't change seats because Mr Richardson had already started the lesson.

10 minutes into the lesson, I felt warm fingers touch my cold legs. I instantly shot up.

"Nicole, please remain seated during my lessons, please," Mr Richardson said.

This made a few people snigger. I apologised and sat down. I looked under the desk to see James finger's move to my legs. Before I could do anything his hands were touching my upper inner thigh. He was pressing his hands and rubbing the area. I couldn't do anything about it. He pulled the side of my shorts and moved his fingers inside my shorts and started pulling my pants to the side. His fingers entered inside me and tears began to form in my eyes. I felt pain as he slowly pulled his fingers up and down.

I managed to get control of my legs and I stood up, which meant his fingers were pulled out from my shorts. I grabbed my bag and put it on my shoulder.

"Nicole, sit down," Mr Richardson said,

I walked out the classroom as quick as I could, ignoring the teacher. I ran to the bathroom and went inside a cubicle. I sobbed and sobbed. It wasn't fair at all. Why did everyone hate me? I stayed there for hours on end. I could hear people entering and leaving.

I stood up off the floor and put my bag over my shoulder. I unlocked the door to see the bathroom was empty. I checked the time on my phone and it was currently 6:00PM. I was actually here for ages. I left the bathroom to see all the classroom's were dark and all the teacher's had left. I went to the front door and the door was locked. I asked a caretaker that was cleaning up to open the door and he did.

"What are you still doing in school so late?" He asked, politely.

"I had a detention and fell asleep, when I woke up the teacher was gone," I lied.

He laughed and said bye to me. I walked out the building and it was extremely dark. I checked my phone to see that I had lots of missed calls and messages.

'Where are you?? I've been waiting here till 4 and you've not come out. Are you still in school? I'm at home but text me if you need a lift or anything ' - Adam

I replied to him.

'Sorry, I'm walking it home'- Nicole

'Nikki!! Where are you?? You should've been at home by now, I'm worried, please text me back,' - Mum

'Sorry Mum, I went to Selena's house, I forgot to tell you, I'll be home in 10 minutes ,' -Nicole

I put my phone inside the bag and zipped it. I heard rustling from the bushes. It must've been the wind. I looked behind me to see someone walking a couple of metres away. I moved my legs faster and I took my phone out my bag. I dialled in Adam's number and rung it.

"Hi, Nicole," Adam said.

"Adam-" I said, before a hand grabbed me and pulled me back. This resulted in me dropping my phone and my bag.

"Help me, Adam," I screamed as loud as I could. The phone was still on and he could hear me if I spoke loud enough.

I felt pain searing through my legs and I looked at it and noticed that he injected me. I saw black dots until everything disappeared and everything was black...

Was this the end of Nicole's life? No. This wasn't the end of her life. This was just another problem that was added to her long list. A list that she'd think of again and again. A list that would make her lead to decisions to end her life. The most beautifulest girl had the most outrageous problems. For she was the girl that was slowly dying...

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I actually feel depressed omd

I feel sad that so many people can relate to Nicole's life and many of these things have happened to her

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Note: I'll be updating but it'll take me longer because I have holidays. I have two weeks holidays and I am actually forced to revise. So this means I can't update as much. As soon as I'm back to school, I'll be writing up and updating in my lessons. My sincere apologies.

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