Resisting the Alpha.

..::Chapter twenty-four::..

........Alex...p...o...v........

Those words seem to make time stand still i try to really understand their meaning, Christina and Hannah are gone, and the other pack took them, the very one who's alpha we just killed and they want revenge, oh gosh.

"We have to go get them!" i yell looking around the room why isnt anyone doing anything?! Micah walks in the room and over to me he puts his hands on either side of my shoulders and i try to shake them off but he holds on tighter.

"Alex man calm down just stop fighting me!" he says

"I have to do something! i have to go get them now!" i yell and in the time i blink he has me slamed up against a wall traped holding me down.

"Listen to me, we will get them we'll find them but Alex for the good of everyone im not letting you go any where, got it i know you'r hurting and you'r not thinking right i know you want to go find them but i will take care of it, i'll get them back if you go find them you'll probably end up getting killed and that wouldnt be good for anyone." he says

"But i cant just sit here!" i yell

"Man calm down i promise you i will get them and they'll be okay, but you need to calm dont and trust me Alex i do need you'r help but you need to calm down and tell me where she is." he says

Thats a thought that hadnt came to me yet, being my mate i could always find her, but he wont let me go find her! but i still need to find her maybe then i can go get her if i can get away from him!

So i try as hard as i can to hear her which is a bit harder since my own thoughts are so loud and scared and all, it was kinda hard in my mind i just kept yelling for her, but i never got a answer back which means she's probably not awake to get one,

"Can you find her?" he asks

"No! she isnt answering me." i say and start sobbing, the only way i could find her is to pretty much run around until i smell her or let my wolf take over and he would find her but then i wouldnt be able to get my wolf but likely, and that wouldnt end well because my wolf is pissed!

He needs to find her even more than i do, we have to find our mate, keep her safe! im supossed to keep her safe! but i didnt do that and now she's gone and i dont know where she is and i cant go get her!

I do kinda see the point in i must stay here, i will kill anyone i see and probably end up my self killed and that wouldnt be good, but that doesnt help my wolf or me want to go any less, i need to find her tell her im sorry, hold her, i need her!

"I cant find her Micah! you have to let me go get her." i beg and i see the look in his eyes that says he's fighting with him self, and he sighs and me and my wolf gets excited, he's going to let us go find her!

I know him well enough to know he's about to give in too me, and he opens his mouth to talk and then someone runs in,

"Hey we found her someone tracked them down and we know where they have her but we need to hurry." he says in my state i cant even remember who he is all i know is i have to go get her then so i jumped up and try to run from Micah, only for the three guys to jump at me and pin me down

"Im sorry i have to do this man but you leave us no choice you'r in no state to do anything, and its my job to take care of you and the pack in these times so please trust me." Micah says he's sitting on my back, i stop trying to fight them,

It is his job to take care of the pack when i cant and times like this couted and well he can take over for me if he finds it best but that doesnt mean i wont try and fight it, but i dont i feel his hand run through my hair,