Resisting the Alpha.

..::Chapter 28::..

Christina...p..o..v....

I open my eys and look around the room and see the light coming in the window, dang what time is it now? i look over at the clock and see that its past ten? why hasnt anyone woke me up?

I sit up in the bed and Alex must already be up and i can hear Hannah running around down stairs, i get up out of the bed and go down stairs, i dont bother getting dressed, im still in a t-shirt and sweat pants.

I go down stairs and see Hannah run by and Alex is right behind her, she screams in a high pitch voice that has everyone in the room stoping whatever they were doing and Alex hisses and stops running,

"What did we say about yelling in the house?" i ask

"Sowry ." she says and giggles as Alex yanks her up off the ground and spins her around, and she keeps laughing and yelling, i sigh and walk over to the couch and sit down,

Micah is sitting on the couch beside me watching them and i lean over and lay my head on his shoulder, and he wraps his arm around my side and hugs me to him,

"Hey how you feeling?" he says

"Mostly just tired." i say yawning

"Are you okay?" he asks being serious and i sigh, of course i knew he must have thought something happened but i didnt know if Alex had told him what happened yet but of course he has, he tells him everything he has to.

He's the beta he has to know whats going on and then thats also his best friend and another reason he would know, and its not that i had a problem with him knowing i just kinda didnt want to talk about it.

 "Im okay." i say looking over at Alex and not looking him in the eyes, he's looking down at me.

"You cant be perfectly fine, look you dont have to put on a act with us ya know."  he says

"I know and im not its well i'd rather just forget about it all and everything go back to the way it was before." i say sighing

"Well sorry but it cant, things change weather we like it or not." he says i take a breath and Alex puts Hannah down and then she runs from the room and he is right behind her and i smile at them then look up at Micah.

"Thats why im so scared, i dont know what is going to happen now Micah, im afraid how this is going to change things." i say softly hopeing Alex doesnt hear us but then again im sure Micah will end up telling him anyway.

 "What exactely are you afraid of Christina? you can talk to me." he says and i sigh

"You'll just tell every word i say to Alex." i say without thinking

 "You can trust me Christina." he says

"But he's you'r best friend and you'r alpha," i point out

"And you'r my friend to and my alpha female, look you can trust me, i only want whats best for you and him and Hannah, " he says and i just sigh,

Maybe it would help to tell all these fears to someone so that he can tell me the things i need to hear, because i need someone to tell me  my fears are crazy and it'll be okay.

"I dont know, im just scared whats going to happen with that other pack now? whats going to happen around here? and maybe im a little afraid of how Alex is really going to take all this." i say he moves on the couch so that he's facing me and holds my hands in his.

"What do you mean?" he asks

"I mean well first i dont want him to lose it and go after the other pack and get hurt and well...maybe im a little afraid that he's going to be upset, or that he wont look at me the same after this, that he wont be able to look at me without thinking about what happened and what if he hates me?" i say