My Sweetest Downfall

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The first time I saw you I was mesmerized

And the day when I'm with you

I'm welcomed with your eyes

Those eyes..

A sweet escape from reality

...because yours are the sweetest eyes that I've ever seen...after her.

I can still feel the pain, and I can still remember how she left me with no reasons. I know, I need to move on and forget all the things and the feelings that we have shared, but how?

My friends told me to stop chasing her, because in the end ako rin ang magiging kawawa. We've been together for 6 years, I became loyal to her and I gave all the things to make her happy. I loved her and I won't regret that, I just need to know the reasons, kasi handa akong palayain siya...dahil alam kong mas magiging masaya siya.

But one day I met a girl in a bar, I was mesmerized by her eyes. Tumabi ako sa kanya cause I feel...I need to protect her...ang weird pero, oo naipagtanggol ko siya literally from the guy na nambastos sa kanya. Pero...hindi eh, she's like a precious gem na kailangan ingatan kasi you'll regret it.

I have given a chance na maihatid siya after ng nangyari sa bar. Hindi ko naman mapigilang tignan siya paminsan-minsan habang nag d-drive ako ng sasakyan nang ihatid ko siya sa bahay niya 'cause she's so beautiful. I introduced myself to her and nung pinakilala niya narin ang sarili niya, mas lalo akong namangha sa ganda niya. I know na di na kami magkikita after that night, pero binigyan ako ng pagkakataon na makita ko ulit siya when I found na she left her passport in my car.

I was so excited to meet her again, and mas lalo akong nasiyahan nang kumain kumain kami sa labas. But I have this feeling, kung tama ba na nararamdaman ko to? Pero karapatan ko din namang sumaya.

I shared to her the things that I like at siya rin. And I found na medyo similar sila ng ex-girlfriend ko, kaya nagkaroon ako ng doubt, but I'm sure meron siyang pagkaka-iba sa ex ko, and I'm willing to know that. And I want to know the reason why I met her.