Here's My Complicated Life

Pain is Temporary(Natalie's POV)

i was in pain, but i kept in my mind, no pain, no gain.. why do I think like this?? 

I find myself leaning on a cutely snoring josh, but what woke me up was my non-stop ever vibrating iPhone..

I took it out of my pocket, only to find 96 unread messages. 

Crap. I muttered.

started checking out my inbox..

Louis: I, I am soo sorry nats. I'm not trying to prove anything.. I was just.. Forced..

I reply:

Me: you better be you idiot.

I checked out another message..

Alisa: Help

This caught my attention, she sent this just a minute ago..

I typed, while panicking..

Me: what's wrong??

checked another message..

Carly: Nat, all of us are being terrorized by Sally. You've got to help us..

Me: what'd she do?

she replies.

Carly: She's so pissed.. she hardly even thinks we're still human.. she just slaps us angrily. She got broken arms after slamming her arms on the solid concrete walls..

Me: that's obviously so stupid..

Carly: Oh we know that.. 

Me: she owes you guys some respect and apologizing..

Carly: Yeah. gotta go sleep now nat.. :D

Me: night :D

I notice it's 3 in the morning..

great... I thought..

Alec the quarterback texted a dozen times..

Alec: sorry

Alec: Sorry

Alec: hey are you mad?

Alec: hey..

Alec: natz.

Alec: please, I said I was sorry..

Alec: this is me, I'm sorry

Alec: nat, please..

Alec: talk to me..

Alec: natalie..

Alec: hey..

Alec: Natz..

I replied a bit annoyed..

Me: geez alec, I fell asleep, and stop spamming..

the 40 others were from the barbies(Sally's facelift clique)

they like get botox every month, its kinda weird how almost everything in them was augmented, from the boobs, to their bums.. It's was augmented. nothing was left natural anymore.. just looking at them made my stomach stir.. makes me want to puke..

I didn't waste time on them, so I just did a quick number block on them, then just deleted all their messages. which leaves me with 40+ more messages.

Joe: I was wrong nat..

Joe: could we talk?

Joe: I'm serious..

I reply disgusted..

Me: You do know your boss would kill you if she found you were texting me, and second. I don't need to talk to a group of fakes, especially "THEIR" minions..

It was anticipated. Marsha texted. the school's nosy reporter..

MArsha: What happened??

and the rest of her messages goes on. I just wonder how in the world did she get my number, oh wait.. I forgot. "SHE" was nosy..

It terrifies me..

Jake Michaels: heyy..

and i replied pissed..

Me: what do you want jerk?!

and that was the last of my unread messages..

until, Josh moved so fast and accidently hit my sslowly healing wound, He bolted upright farther away then i let out a soft scream.. Everyone woke up.. and as i tried breathing deeply. Nathan came to fix my bandage... Josh was scared to get near me.. He starts to cry.. I scoot slowly nearer to him. I take his hand with my left hand. and I used my right hand to wipe his tears away.. I shushed him to notice everyone else fell back asleep.. I whispered, "Josh, don't cry, I know you Didn't mean it.." he nods..

then.. He says.. "Hey Natalie, I've been waiting to tell you something.. "

I say.. "What is it Josh?"

He stammers.. "I-I L-Like Y-You" I blush.. "I like you too, " he takes my hand and plays with it and asks me "Would you be my girlfriend??" I say.. "Yes, I will" he jumps off the couch and starts dancing his irish dance and starts to jump around.. which makes me laugh.. 

he comes back to the couch where i sit. And he hugs me gently.. I squeeze him back.. I yawn and say .. "Hey, Josh, Could i Catch more ZZZZs??" He kisses me on my forehead then says.. "Sure love." I fall asleep on his shoulder.. 

My brother dear, wakes me up at 6..

I go to nathan and have my bandages removed, then i go ahead to take a shower, and dress up in my favorite sky blue skirt, and take out my black banner shirt that read "don't hate what you can't imitate" and paired it withe my white converse knee high cut shoes

As i went down the stairs and nathan placed fresh bandages.. and we were off to school.. I stood close to my brother and josh who was holding my hand.. it was a good thing he was holding my hand. if not.. my hand would have gone ice cold..

I went pale when i crossed paths with sally.. 

My stomach twisted into knots.. 

It was war inside me..

It was a tugging sensation..

I wasn't moving..

I just noticed she gave me a weak smile.. 

that drove me to confusion, she was in two arm casts but she still looked sinister..

IT was so mind changing.. I fought with this so called bitch & now she feels weak. 

and after i thought about it.. I didn't notice i was so deep in thought that josh was shaking me back to concsiousness..

I snapped backed to reality.. and looked at him & i started walking again to my first class..

wait for my next chapter, with love xx

__JiA__