Here's My Complicated Life

You Did What?!

remind me why my brother has invoked a fight??

knowing the defensiveness of my brother..

It's his weakness.. 

Now it leads him to his trouble..

How could I have not seen this before?

Right.. 

He only showed his Violent side now..

Oh crap...

*2:30 am*

phone rings loudly, making me fall out of bed..

"Crap" I muttered as I said groggily.. rubbing my eyes.. I tapped in my passcode..

new message from  Josh:

Hey nat!! good morning.. ugh I'm so sorry I woke you up to the stupid alert of my message. Oh hey, Could you come over?? I broke my mug.. knowing the clumsy dolt that I am.. I can't clean my mess up.. I couldn't sleep.. and I need you.. I need to talk to someone.. The house is empty now that my parents are in australia.. I am alone.. They Left me.. :(

I tapped in my reply..

Hey Josh!! It's no biggie.. I'm on my way.. Don't worry ^_^

It's fine.. LOVE LOTS :*

two minutes later he replies..

I LOVE YOU MORE!!! :*

being the nosy one in the family, my brother reads the message as I was showering in cold water and changing in some black jogging pants that could easily pass for jammies, my Blue oversized aeropostale hoodie over a white shirt, which was apparently given to me by josh..

As I came out of the restroom..

I see my brother smiling at me.. weirdly.. waving my purple iPhone in the air..

I thought, please don't tell me he locked it.. 

He gave it to me.. telling I have 6 replies..

"Oh crap!! don't tell me they are all from josh.. " I said before  he said. only one came from josh, the rest came from different senders.. I nodded and i gave him my best stick-my-awesome-tongue-out face..

He chuckled..

Oh well..

As I Iooked at my messages.. 

Josh replied..

See you ^_^

I smiled. just seing this..

I checked other messages..

3 messages saying some annoyng notification about some crazy promo..

deleted those quickly..

no doubt..

2 came from josh's mom they were actually duplicated.. sent twice..

Hey, natalie..

it started..

do you mind watching over josh??

It's just that we moved here in australia with his dad, 'cause of his work..

I hope it doesn't bother you..

You are the only one I trust Josh with..

Goodbye, Natalie Wilde..

I hope you do not fail me..

I shuddered at the last line but oh yeah..

I'm off to josh's I yelled as I got down the black porcelain stairs..

took out a pair of my favorite black ugboots.. wore it

then slipped in a souple of pairs of smores in a ziplock bag.. threw them in a Nike sling bag.. gathered josh's late present teddy bear supposed to be for his birthday.. but I wasn't ready to give it yet.. took out  some comfy flipflops, threw them in my bag.. Zipped my bag..

wore it on my Left shoulder.. clasped josh's bear in my right arm.. grabbed my keys.. And I was off..

As soon as I got in my black range rover.. threw everything in the driver's seat and I heade to Josh's house..

*10 minutes later*

I drove into his driveway.. parked my car.. got my things... locked my car and slowly walked to his doorstep..

I doorbelled and he answered the door at my first push of a button..

He opened the door revealing him in his black jammies with a blue shirt.. with his left arm in a bright ble cast.. He hugged me with his right arm locked the door took my hand and said, "Glad you could make it"