Here's My Complicated Life

This time I fall Short

It went on like days..

It always seemed to drag on..

But imagine, these wrong decisions

are what got me gere so don't act like you never did anything wron nattie..

These were quite simple things I thought off as I showered after that chaotic foodfight..

It was done the damage..

and I think I'm losing josh to leah mcgregor..

I don't know what to think of anymore..

I don't know what to say to him,

Don't know what to do..

Can't expect whats next..

Should I say my final say in this?

Should I say goodbye and walk out thee door?

all these questions never seem to leave my head.

It seemed to float there..

I dried myself off with an overly sized towel and got dressed into my cotton candy blue shorts.

and found myself going down the stairs..

I was stressed to the last molecules in my bones..

I did find nathan waiting for me..

Now it was my chance.

Nathan, got a minute? I asked shakily..

Yeah sure natie I do.. he replies with a worried look on his face..

Nathan, what should I do, I hardly know what to do next, Don't know what is left..

I know the damage is done when he stormed out that door when he got in a fight with maggie

but it also doesn't mean It was my fault.

Nathan shakes his head, natie, you know it wasn't your fault don't blame yourself for this, Its just that a bitch decided to cut through you guys..