Here's My Complicated Life

Maybe we were broken

Everyday I'm waking up to deja vu 

Someone it's always telling me 

Not to stick with you 

Could it be the nights we spent to fixing us 

I never thought that we were reall, that messed up 

Should have shut my mouth and kept it all to myself 

Cause now they've got me feeling 

I should be with somebody else 

They say we don't fit together 

I could do better 

There's always something 

They don't know the hell we've been through 

Cause when you hold me like you do 

That's when I wanna change nothing 

There were times when we would kiss with bitter lips 

It don't matter when the good ones taste like this 

Maybe we were broken more than once or twice 

What we got bad or not I'm not gonna compromise 

I should have never let that words get under my skin 

Cause all I ever wanted was to find a way through this 

They say we don't fit together 

I could do better 

There's always something 

They don't know the hell we've been through 

Cause when you hold me like you do 

That's when I wanna change nothing 

That's when I wanna change nothing 

Should have shut my mouth and kept it all to myself 

No, no, ooooh, yeah... 

They say we don't fit together 

I could do better 

There's always something 

They don't know the hell we've been through 

Cause when you hold me like you do 

That's when I wanna change nothing 

That's when I wanna change nothing 

That's when I wanna change nothing 

That's when I wanna change nothing 

Oh that's when I wanna change nothing...

This song was playing on my iPhone, who knew why..

I wasn't myself lately, ever since my brother got into a fight putting everything on the line..

I was no longer okay, 

every 5 minutes I  let my tears flow...

I was missing my brother..

It's been a week since I last saw him..

'cause it broke everything when I saw him, with a knee-high foot cast and a left arm cast..

Why did I let this happen?

Whoever did this is going to pay..

I woke up 2:30 finding myself screaming my lungs out to find out I was only having nightmares.