Here's My Complicated Life

My time at josh's

well yeah.. it was already 3 am as soon as I got to josh's house.. He shivered from the cold..

that was it.. 

He was freezing.. I could almost predict his knees were about to buckle..

I decided to take him to his room,

He nodded approvingly knowing it was for his own good..

as we went up the stairs..

He stumbled over his nearly frozen feet 4 times..

He struggled to stay upright..

after He stumbled for the last two times going up the first flight of stairs.. I decided to pull him closer to me, cradled his left arm around my shoulder, I grabbed hold of his waist..

and yes we did reach his bed ten minutes after I got there..

When I tucked him into bed, although he wasn't sleepy..

He agreed to get in the bed after I insisted..

we settled in I guess..

I gave him his late birthday present which made his eyes pop..

It literally meant as soon as he saw the bear.. this joy that overwhelms you that makes you jump or scream..

oh well..

It made me happy, just looking at how happy he was.. All I knew was he wanted that bear so much, I decided to get it for him..

It was just cute..

He hugged me so tight I knew he was extremely pleased no wait.. scratch that..

Overwhelemed.. 

I smiled and kissed his temple..

I remebered he loved smores..

I took those out.. he chuckled..

I snickered evily..

saying all the smores were mine..

He pouted out at me, making half of my conscience guilty that I even said that..

I gve him a smirk while saying with a playful "just kidding!!"

I assured you it was fun..

It was like we watched grudge 3..

We wee cuddled in the bed watching movies..

But when we finished watching spider man 4...

josh's eyes began to droop..

awww poor josh.. he was exhausted..

It was about 6:30 am when he slept..

It was 4 hours before school started yet i was wide awake..

I took out my stash of sticky notes and jotted down a simple.

"Hey josh good morning.."

"Sorry I left.."

"See you later.."

"Love you.."

I left on tiptioe knowing josh was a light sleeper

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this is supposedly dedicated to my awesome friend tamara/crazzy_hschickk

oh well back to the story.. ^_^

10:00 am

and I am off to school with my brother.. 

guess I've got everything I need, my laptop, my blackberry business phone, my regular iPhone in my hand and some starbucks caffeine in hand as i walked through the busy doors of school..

great.. It's like everywhere I go, There was always a pair of eyes on me.. what was up in my outfit today??

As the simple me.. I'm just in my black pleated mini skirt.. a polo shirt.. and some water blue converse sneakers..

Did i Look weird??