hope you have fun today
hope you got laid
hope it was worth it
because I no longer care
well I'm trying
that's what I tell myself
to try and get by
don't care
don't care
don't care
but it doesn't do much
I get by the day, sure
but at night I'm a mess
I can convince others
by convincing myself
but at night I'm honest
and all I want is you to care
if this is you figuring out
how you feel
then I don't want to know
because I'd rather be in the dark
about that
than know all the dirty little details
of your day with her
as you don't respond
I can't help but think the worst
and it takes all of me
to act as if I don't care
to not text incessantly
and since I know
you'll read this
I'm sorry to you
but mostly to myself
for I must not be worth anything
if I'm losing you to her
c.e.
p.s. burning it
