I know I had to
Let you go
If only I didn't
Feel so alone
Its what's best for you
No matter how bad
It hurts me
As you live your life
You're better off
I just would have
Held you back
With more baggage
Than you need to pack
The best way for you
Is a way without me
If only you could see
How much I love you
But you can't
Because then you'd stay
I'd like to think
But I let you walk away
I want you to be happy
As it kills me every day
I love you
I love you
I love you
I know its true
Truer than the sky is blue
I can't give you happiness
All I give is pain
I'm a curse
A disease
And you need to be cured
So here I am
Yet again
I cry myself to sleep
In hopes that
You will live a happy life
Love a great girl
That deserves you
And you will be far away
From the plague that is me
c.e.
