You're giving up on me
For someone else
No one ever told me
This could hurt so bad
Tears streaming down my face
I can't help it
I don't know what to do
I have no one to go to
I'm just sitting here alone
I feel miserable
Why do I exist?
Honestly
I'd pay someone to shoot me
In the head
Don't have the guts to do it myself
But I want it done
I'm in more pain being alive
Than I would be
Slowly bleeding out
What can you overdose on?
Because I need some
Why do I feel like this
I'm a fucking freak
And I can't help
You're the one that gets me
And now I've lost it
There's no fixing me now
I either have to die
Or die inside
Whichever comes first
Nothing goes right for me
Just another thing on the list
I wonder what will
Push me over the edge
Maybe I'll finally do it
There is no more light
Endless tunnel
c.e.
