Nice niceties
It'd be great if we could be great again
Come on
And just shotgun with me
I could be your dream girl
All dressed in green
Describe her
Am I her?
Or is it Mary Jane
Can't compete
Bow down
Defeat
But no
I can't give up
I just keep pushing
Without even a little pull
Where is a rock if it doesn't get pushed?
Nowhere.
You tried then
Where are you now?
When I'm begging and pleading
Dying and bleeding
You tried then, but now you're done
Now you have to understand,
I've been broken many times
So it takes me a while
To realize
When I've got someone
Worth risking it for
My heart and soul
I've gone through this all before
The great and the heartbreak
And just when I open up
You throw me away
You don't get it
Not really
It takes me forever
To let someone see
That real me
Because I've been fucked over
Countless times
By countless guys
And even more
Supposed friends
And I'm sorry that I'm fucked up
I truly am
I wish I could have seen it
From the beginning
But I didn't
And now I do
And I'm tired from trying
But I'll try until I'm dying
Because I would hope
You would do the same for me
c.e.
