The Heart in Blue Flames

The Dream

(After Rin fell asleep, he began dreaming)

Third person

Rin and Bon were in Rin's room studying together. "Hey Rin, we've been studying all night, I think it's time to call it quits," Bon told Rin. "We can still hang out for a little bit though, right," Rin asked. "Yeah, that's fine," Bon replied. They both sat on Rin's bed just talking about anime, and video games. "speaking of video games," Bon started, "do you happen to have a game console here? "Actually, yes I do, do you wanna play," Rin replied. "Yeah that sounds fun," Bon said. They started playing video games and they seemed to keep getting close to eachother.

After awhile, they got bored of playing games. "Alright Rin, that was fun, but I think I should get to my room and go to bed," Bon told him. "Okay sounds good," Rin said. Bon got up and headed for the door. Before he opened the door Rin snatched Bon's hand and turned him around. Before Bon could get a single word out, Rin wrapped his arms around Bon, and kissed him. Bon, blushing, kissed back deeply. They began to make out, holding on to eachother tightly, never wanting to let go. Rin started to softly bite on Bon's lower lip and Bon returned the favor. Bon began to take his shirt off, revealing his defined abs and v-line. Bon then started to help Rin undress slowly, enjoying every moment of it. they're lips locked every time a piece of clothing hit the floor. Their tongues begging for entrance. Before Bon finished taking off his boxers, Rin's eyes shot open as he awoke from his dream.

Rins pov
What the hell was that, was I really dreaming about that. I have to admit, I was really enjoying that dream. It just took me by surprise is all. I already know I have feelings for him. My heart beats faster every time he is around. Ever since I confessed to myself the feeling I'm having, I can't stop thinking about Bon. My heart burns for his presence. It's like I can feel my blue flames engulf the inside of my body. Like a real burning desire. Why can't I just tell him, why am I so afraid of what others will think. Why can't he just feel the same way, and come tell me. Things would be so much better, and easier. Maybe I should stop thinking about the impossible and forget about him.

I walked to the bathroom and stared at myself in the mirror for what seemed like eternity. Every thought possible running through my head. My heart began to ache. Why is it that the one person I actually fall for has to be a person I could never be with. . Maybe I should just tell him, and if it takes a turn for the worst, oh well right. I'm starting to believe that I have to tell him if I'm ever going to get over this. I turned on the faucet and splashed cold water on my face. I went back to my bed and fell asleep.

The next day came, and I had no clue what I was going to do for the remainder of our time off. I looked through my phone at my few contacts to see if I wanted to hang out with anyone. My eyes stopped at Bon's number. Maybe I really should tell him. I thought to myself about it for awhile. I decided against it, for now. I ended up texting Shiemi and asked her to hang out. I think I'll tell her about it, she's awesome and I'm sure she would never tell anyone. My phone buzzed and I read the text, " I would love to hangout Rin, do you want me to come over," Shiemi asked. I replied with a "yes," and started reading some manga to pass time while I waited for her to arrive.

About 30 minutes later I heard a knock at my door. I opened it surprised to see Bon standing at my door. "H-hey Bon, what're you doing here," I asked. I thought for a second and gasped. " I-I didn't meant it like that!'" I shouted. "It just took me by surprise is all, I'm expecting Shiemi and I found you at my door," I told him chuckling. "Oh, you and Shiemi are hanging out again today," he asked "yeah, I'm not sure what we're going to do yet, but we'll talk about it when she gets here," I told him, trying not to blush at the site of him. "O-oh I was gunna ask to see if you wanted to hang out today. But, you're hanging out with Shiemi, maybe I can join you guys," Bon asked. I really wanted to hang out with him, I like being around him and being able to look at him when he's not noticing, but I have to tell Shiemi to get her opinion and to get it off my chest somewhat. "Sorry Bon, I would like to hang out, but I really have to talk to Shiemi about something." I told him.

He looked disappointed for some reason. "Okay, maybe tomorrow," he asked. "Yeah, I'm okay with tomorrow, I'm not doing anything," I replied. "Okay, sounds good," he told me as he turned and left. As soon as he left Shiemi showed up. "Hey Rin," Shiemi said, with her smile she almost always wore. "Hey Shiemi, nice seeing you again," I told her. "Do you wanna go to the beach today, Rin," she asked. "I'm so down," I told her.

I don't know how to bring up how I feel about Bon. My heart started beating fast every time I was about to tell her. "A-actually Shiemi, b-before we go, there's something I want to tell you. I have to get it off my chest," I told her. "Of course Rin, you can tell me anything," she said. I told her about my feelings and she listened intently. She seemed super surprised and in shock. "R-Rin, I'm so sorry you're going through this, it must hurt to really like someone and not know how they feel or worry about telling them. I swear, I won't tell anyone. If it makes you feel any better, I won't look at you any different, and I support you one hundred percent," she told me. I felt a lot better that I got to tell someone. "Maybe you should tell him Rin, you'll never know if you don't try," she told me. I have to admit I do really want to tell him, but it's so hard and I don't know how I'd do it. "Okay, I think I might, but it'll take some time to build my confidence," I told her. After we talked a bit, we headed to the beach.

Bons pov

I was actually going to tell Rin how I felt today. Maybe it's a sign that I shouldn't say anything. Besides, he's been hanging out with Shiemi a lot lately. Maybe he has feelings for her. Maybe that's what he wanted to talk to her about. It's not fair, why can't I have him. Why is it sooo impossible. My heart beats for him. I can't stop thinking about him. all I want to do is hold him tight, kiss his lips, and never let go. I want to be able to call him mine, but it seems impossible.

I can't give up, not yet. I have to tell him. No matter how long it takes for me to get the guts to do so. Even if he doesn't like me like that, I have to tell him. It's the only way I'll be able to forget about him. I looked at my clock, it was night time already, and realized that's all I did all day was day dream about Rin and think of ways to tell him how I felt. I'm really falling for this kid hard. I went to the showers to get all cleaned up before bed, though I did nothing all day. Maybe hoping that Rin would show up again like that one day. Unfortunately, it didn't happen. I went back to my room and lied down on my bed and before long, I fell asleep.

///alright!! Part 6 done. Please tell me what you think about it. I kinda just write as it pops in my head. So please, if you have any ideas let me know. Also, Let me know if I can add anything or fix anything. Or if there's anything you wanna to see. Any and all criticism is much appreciated. I really want to get some feedback. Thanks for reading :). 12-17-17\\\