My Life❤️

Struggling

After a long week, you decide to meet your friends to hang out with each other and maybe catch up on the things you have missed. You see your friend, on the verge of crying, trying to smile and be happy. There is a lot that she has gone through either by crying them out and conquering them or by ignoring them and let them pass on.
       Everyone who hurt her, physically, emotionally or mentally, those who stabbed her in the back, she is covering them all with smiles, pretending she has never been hurt before, caring for the ones she treasures the most and making sure they never have to go through what she had to go through. Everyone can hit her but if anyone dares to even scratch her loved ones, she will make them pay back, making them suffer more than anyone else. She gives advice to her friends, but she doesnt like them to know that she did all of this for her. Those around her can see how hurt she is, but are sad that she doesnt let anyone do anything for her when she helps everyone around her. She knows she needs help the most, but she tries to hide them by putting a happy mask to encourage her friends to overcome any challenge that life puts for them and climb higher while she is stuck in a world of despair. She is sacrificing her own happiness for others to become happy. She doesnt want anyone to know that she helped anyone. She overcomes all her problems alone as she falls deeper and deeper in the ground of darkness.