My Life❤️

Ungrateful

Why do you always hurt me? Why do you never apologize and always fight with me? I tried to forget about it but that doesn't mean that I am completely fine. No, my heart hasn't healed from the trauma that you put me through. Every time I see you, my blood is boiling as flashbacks of me suffering comes into my mind and shows up in-front of my eyes. Sometimes I wonder why do I still come back to you even when I know that you are not good for me? I feel addicted to you, the moment I saw you I want to be with you more even when my heart is breaking apart. I have been kind to you yet you ignored me, never appreciating my hard work for you and left my love unnoticed. You keep stepping on my heart, tearing my heart like a broken glass into a thousand pieces, not knowing how to fix it. Still, my heart want to be next to you after what you have done to me, cause the good memories are kept in my heart. No matter what anyone says, I know we aren't good for each other, but we want to be with each other. Is it that bad to be with someone you like even when you can barely stand? As long as you are with me I can be happy and I can be my best version around you.