Joey POV
Miss shit head gave us a assignment to do, we have to write a song and preform in front of the whole school, this is were I kill myself
First I can't sing
Second I can't play any instruments
Third I have bad stage fright
And fourth I'm not good under pressure
Well fuck.
I feel like writing something depressing
But like have Brendon Urie vibes
Ugh fuck it
*writes*
Kill yourself:
Have you ever felt sad or lonely?
Have you ever felt 2 feet tall?
Have you ever thought? "Man, if only I was anybody else at all"
I put down my pencil and walk into my room flopping on my bed
I scroll through Instagram and flick through stories, I see Daniel, Getting ready for a party... Alex is throwing a party.. If these are the same party i will die.
I get up and take a shower, I walk over to my closet and get up black skinny jeans a blue shirt with a black jacket and white converse.
I ring Megan hoping she will come with me so I'm not left alone sitting next to Alex dry humping a random girl, she picks up after 3 rings
"Hey meg"
"Hey Joey, you sound excited"
"Do you want to come to Alex's party tonight with me?"
"As friends?"
"Sweetie, I'm gay. Of course as friends!"
"Ok I'll go"
"Alright I'll come pick you up in 20 minutes, let's hope you didn't take off your makeup"
"Shut up!"
I put phone in my pocket and walk down the hall to Alex's room
*knock knock*
"Yeah?"
"Is Daniel coming to the party?"
"Probably, anyone's invited"
"fuuuuuuuccccckkkk" I say walking down the hall back to my room
I grab my keys and head out the door and drive downs to Meghan's
I get out of my car and knock on her door, she opens it and walk out closing the door behind her.
"Hey"
"Hi"
I get in the car and drive to the house, it's not my house, it's a abandon house it Alex and his friends fixed up.
I park out the front and head inside
The strong scent of weed alcohol and smoke hits me almost instantly
I walk over to the couch and sit down with Meghan and just talk
I hear everyone screaming and running into a circle, Alex taps my shoulder and motions his hand to follow, me and Meghan sit down and I notice right across from me is one person I could care less about
Daniel
"Who wants to go first?" Alex asks
"ME!" A guy named James screams
"What are we even playing?" I ask Meghan
"Truth or dare"
Wow
What did i get myself into, James truth or dares me and me being classic goes for truth
"Are you really gay"
"Are you really dumb, I like dick"
I look over at my ex-friend Dante sooo
"Dante Truth or dare?"
"Dare"
"I dare you to take a shot"
Dante takes the shot, but instantly throws it back up into a trash can
Welp that wasn't pleasant
She sits back down and wipes her mouth
"I don't drink ok, Daniel truth or dare?"
I completely forgot about Daniel, thanks Dante
"Dare"
I'm scared to see what she'll say
"I dare you to kiss Joey"
I stare at Daniel, then at Dante, that son of a bitch.. what if I get too happy?
"What the fuck to I get out of this?" I ask
"Just kiss him" Dante screams
"Nu uh EW I'm not kissing that thing" Daniel says dramatically
I'm sorta hurt by that but not really because once again all I feel is nothingness because I have no life.
"It's a dare!" Alex shouts
Me and Daniel get up and walk to the middle of the circle, I never realised how much taller he is then me. We're now only 5 inches away from each-other.
"Can I not do a different dare I'm not even gay!"
"Oh sure Daniel now bout I tell them about last mo- Before Dante could finish her sentence Daniel kisses me.
As much as I wanted to kiss back I didn't want to show affection.
I stand in shock. I walk back over and grab Meghan's arm.
"Ok yeah that's enough bye everyone"
I walk out the door and stand in shock
YOU ARE READING
Childish
Fanfic"You're so childish, But that's what I love about you" This book does involve cutting, depression, suicidal thoughts and Taylor swift you belong with me vibes if you a sensitive please don't read thank you <3
