Chapter 30

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"I dont know what to do, where else to look, please give me a clue" i cried as laid on the ground

The house was still empty, the curtains shut some windows boarded up with wood

"Xander who is he?" i asked once more as i looked down to the picture of us

"I've been here for 3 days, and it hurts, babe my body hurts so much" i cried as i put on his pink sweater

"I miss you, please come back to me, i love you, family always"

"I miss you, please come back to me, i love you, family always"

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River: My body aches so much, im sorry

*coments disabled*

I had grabbed my backpack as i grabbed my blanket out as i covered myself up, i was lonely and loosing it as i sat in the empty house

"Walk around stupid" i whispered to my self as i got up, i walked up stairs finding 3 empty bedrooms

Walking into the master bedroom i found a letter

'Rivera Jones'

Yes i went there ;P

Sorry baby i had to get you one more time lol

You always wanted to follow in your mothers footstep and have two little brats, i hope they love the place uncle Xander got them

I was never ment to have a family River, i knew that and i was reminded everyday when i came home to my house hold

Ive seen things, a little kid shouldnt wether it was drugs, domestic abuse or my moms long list of men.. ive always been troubled the first time i wanted to end it i was 7, i was already in the bathroom, but then you called me, and we spent 3 hours talking on the phone...well you spent 3 hours talking on the phone i just smiled and listened 💚

Thats the first time of many times you saved me from my thoughts, i dont want you thinking you were never good enough for me, honestly it was the opposite, i was never good enough for you, your smart, funny and caring, you love and live for your family, i Love you Rivera i really do, im sorry i had to leave you, i hope you name one of your lil brats after his cool uncle ;]

Ps
8-9-4-5----1-24-1-26

6-1-6-1 ---12-5-26-26-5-18-19

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"Southside, family, you are good enough, why would you leave me?" i cried as i laid on the ground

"I loved you, we have history, were both ghetto little shit heads, babe please just come home youre my best friend"

"Whats with the numbers..? Xander who the fuck is he?" i yelled as i grabbed all the codes taping them to the wall of the living room

"Shit.." i mumbled as i grabbed his suicide letter taking the numbers from it

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