No Wings

A Night On the Cliff

I can only cry

when you say "It'll be alright,"

because I know it's a lie,

and now I'm shy

to stand and fight.

I don't want to live this life.

Yet, I stand and fight

when you say you are right.

This shit hurts too much.

Now, I smoke a dutch.

So today, I skip my lunch

because I have a hunch

that you don't care that much.

Remove my feelings from the hutch.

But now, I'm so lost.

My life is the cost.

I wanna die in the frost.

As I pump the exhaust,

I don't wanna feel dead,

but now I cry in bed.

If you meant what you said,

then how is this the end?

I am not just a friend

and you don't wanna lend.

You break me, and I bend

every time I hit send.

For myself, I must defend,

But I'm lost. In the end,

you were the worst boyfriend.

At the same time, you were the best.

You treat me like a jest.

Now, I'm so stressed.

I look like a mess.

Than you, I am less.

Now, I have to confess

that I failed your test.

I don't wanna lie,

but I still cry

when I hear "It's alright,"

because I know it's a lie.

Now, I'm far too shy

to stand and fight

because I don't wanna live this life.

Yet, I stand and fight

when you say you are right.

You are fucking not.

But the deeper I thought,

you hurt me a lot.

So I went and sought,

and you got caught

with a stupid thot.

I thought I forgot

but my trust fell to naught

because you fucking shot

me like it's hot.

Put your coin in her slot

as my blood clot.

I think about it a lot.

About how I got

played, so I jot

the lessons I've been taught

by your counterplot.