The Boy With the Red Glasses (Rei X Reader )

chapter 17

Hello I'm so sorry for the wait I got a new phone and I can't get my pics back on my phone so that's why I wasn't writing and busy life this chapter is kinda sad cuz I'm sad an idol that I've loved for 6 years has died at the age of 27 I'm frozen to the news and I hope the SHINee members take care of themselves #ripjonghyunoppa

H/d = favourite hot drink
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Winter had come and y/n was still no text no calls no calling over to Rei's place she just stayed in her room staring at the cold ground her eyes didn't move heavy rain drops smacked the window she got up and had a shower as the water trickled down her body thousands of thoughts ran rapid around her head she turned the water off and got dressed and slowly she walked out the door the rain and wind messed up her hair and her black dress she got on the train to go to Tokyo the trip was long but it was worth it as she was on the train her phone blew up with calls ,text's and notifications so she switched her phone off now wasn't the time the train stopped and all of her memories came back it had hurt her but she came to see 1 person and 1 person only she began to walk quickly more terrible memories flooded her head "GET HIM" "DON'T SHOOT !" "Matsuda you idiot " "I'm sorry " "I love you Ryūgazaki " tightly she squeezed her hands she stuck out from the crowd her outfit was all black the bow she had was black her dress and shoes were black

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She looked down at the wet ground the good thing about it raining was she could hide her tears she dropped down on the floor and cried the more she cried the more her nails dug into the ground she looked at the grave stone "I'm so sorry L I should have done something I knew who .....I knew who Kira was and I couldn't say anything but he was going to kill you he told me he wasn't gonna if I did what I was told I tried telling you I did " she began to choke from crying "but he's dead now isn't he L ? I know that you didn't like being called L but I did I'm trying to live a happy life I am but it's hard trying to be happy actually the only time in my life that I've ever been happy was with you my childhood was shit but you .....you still loved me even though I killed alot of people I didn't want to but I had to " she stopped crying but her breathing was shaking "at night I hear your voice and I hear the bells you were talking about I also hear Matsuda's scream and Light's too I miss you very much what I wouldn't do to see or feel you again " all of a sudden an image of Rei came into y/n's head and she had a confused facial expression "why is Rei in my head now ? ...... why didn't I tell L I loved him just now?" She thought in her head the rain began to stop and the sun shined on the grave stone she wiped her nose and eyes she heard a very faded voice it was familiar but she didn't turn around she was shaken and scared her eyes never left the grave stone next thing she knew a jacket was placed around her shoulders the voice that spoke to her was soft and warm but it was worried worried about y/n's well being the hand that had touched her was also soft and smooth a tear was wiped away she then snapped out into reality she slowly looked over to see who came for her " "hey it's ok I know " he then hugged her wet body tightly the heavy crying knocked her into a sleep she was then carried to the train station when y/n woke up she was in bed with an oversized jumper on she turned her head over to see the person that came to save her "oh good your awake how do you feel ?" " weird " "here I made you h/d " y/n took the cup "thanks " "no problem " she brought the cup to her face and enjoyed the steam that hit her face she slipped the drink "the others were really worried about you they asked to see you would you like them to call over " "sure company would be good "

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Nagisa bursted in the door and jumped on top of y/n "THANK GOD YOUR OK Y/N WE WERE ALL DO WORRIED ABOUT YOU " "are you ok?" "Ya im fine sorry for making ye worry " Haru spoke up "y/n if you don't mind me asking why were you in Tokyo at the graveyard "
"Well being honest with you .....a loved one of mine died I loved him enough to marry him and he died today last year he's name was L Lawiet but was known as L or Ryūgazaki he was the best detective in the world I had to do police work to help my problem solving skills and I then became H " "your H !" "I was told to work with L and we were unstoppable 2 of the best detectives in the world working together then I fell in love with him and we were even stronger but then Kira came and he tore us apart I knew who Kira was but I couldn't say anything but i could prove it he also knew who Kira was but couldn't prove it then it was too late Kira killed L when L collapsed I rushed to his side and cried when he died I was frozen and I tried doing the unimaginable I tried to bring L back to life using alcumy I grabbed a knife and I stabbed myself in the stomach and tried to make a cirlcle but due to too much blood loss I fainted when I woke up I was in a hospital and I was bandaged then I told that L was dead and I just cried " y/n looked down at her hands shaking "thank you Rin for saving me " Rin walking over to y/n and hugged her tightly "any time "