// A story of Love and Bravery // ~ Book One.
Isang normal na student lang si Nicholas, pero sa pananaw niya? ang buhay ay isang taga na onti onting pumapatay sakanya. Hindi dapat basehan ang kasarian para maging tao ka, dahil lahat tayo ay may kara...
Damn it! Hindi ako nakatulog! not even one yawn for the night! Sobrang gising na gising ako. Wala na akong maisip pa kundi yung naging usapan namin ni Richard. Hindi ko na alam gagawin ko, naba-baliw na ako sa kaka gamit ng utak ko as a solusyon kung paano ko ba bibigyan ng solusyon tong problema na to.
2:12 In the morning and Here I am, at the couch near my window side kung saan hawak hawak ko ang bote ng beer na nakakalahati ko na- habang nakatingin sa langit at inaabuso ang emosyon ko. The best part about this moment? It's raining outside.
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Siguro ngayon if One would ask me if ano na next move ko after sa mga nalaman ko? I want to drown myself in my own blood and not give damn crap about anything. I'm a total idiot for doing all of that lalo na sa public party kung saan pwede pa akong mahuli nila Jason, heck- ang girlfriend ko.
You really know what happened that night?
So earlier when Richard told me the fucking truth I only asked him these questions: Why, When, What, and How? Simple as that. Ayoko ng ipakumplika pa.
When he said he kissed me, It was enough for me to shut him out and punch him in the face. Pero he said that I too, kissed him back and I got really frustrated and anxious kung ano ba talaga ang ngyari.
"You better tell me the fucking truth or else you'll regret taking a single breath." I threatened him. And of course he got scared. and of course he started talking while he whimpers.
Why?: it all happened out of one single talk. Why did I talked to him? Well He was alone that night when I came downstairs to grab a drink ayon sa kweno niya, I was ranting about Jane being a little of out of control up stairs kaya nainis daw ako and decided to take another shot. Hindi pa raw ako lasing nung time na yon. He told me to drink slowly, and I answered him like a normal person would do.
When?: It was during the party, he told me it was past 9 already. I bailed him during the conversation when Jane came in the kitchen and Pulled him off to dance. He told me he was the out cast since he was the new guy and became the wall flower of the night and I was the first one who had an actual conversation with. Am I supposed to be flattered? No, because what happened next was too much.
What?: What happened next? He was about to live when he saw me on the floor outside, He told me Jason and His friends had a rave outside and went all crazy. kaya naman siguro ako nag-pass out na non since I was drunk enough. Sabi ni Richard na hindi lang ako yung naiwain dun, pero ako lang dinala niya sa kwarto sa basement since ako lang yung kilala niya.
How?: Now you're wondering how we kissed. for the second time He was about to leave again when he finished laying me in bed. Then sabi ni Richard na bigla ko raw hinawakan kamay niya, I suddenly pulled him in bed and bigla siyang pumatong sakin. Then he kissed me...wait, Mali...
