Carry On

Her

I can never be her.

No matter how hard I try,

I just can't do it.

I'm not as special as her,

not as pretty.

He tells me I am.

But I do not believe it.

I don't see it,

so it can't be there,

this beauty he speaks of.

He says I lack confidence.

I say I just face the truth.

He says but I'm wrong.

I say not to me.

He'll say goodbye

all because of me.

We've all been hurt.

Some more then others.

That hurting is hard to fix.

It impacts you everyday.

It changes your confidence,

the confidence in yourself.

Some will believe what you say.

And some will not.

But there are some who try to believe,

but just keep doubting it,

no matter how hard they try.

That's me.

I try.

But I doubt.

I doubt he will be there for me.

I doubt everything you tell me.

I want born like this,

I cannot change.

But love is a powerful force.

So what do you say?