Warning self-harm in this chapter!
*Jin POV*
"I'M SORRY" I shouted. "WHY DOES EVERYONE HATE ME!" I sobbed into my legs.
The time past faster than I thought because when I finished crying it was already night time. I looked at my phone. It had 1 message from Jungkookie. It read "Hey, Jinnie are you ok?" Tears slipped out of my eyes while I read it. 'Why does he care about me? I wiped my tears and headed to the dorms. "H-hi..." "......."No response from anyone. "WHY DID YOU RUN OFF WE WERE STILL GOING TO PRACTICE WE GOT SCOLDED AND YOU DIDN'T!!!" Taehyung yelled. "I-I.." I didn't expect him to yell. "Go rest it's better if we don't see you right now. " Namjoon said with a strong with a little hint of annoyed in voice. I ran into my room and went under my pillow to grab the razor.' Never thought I would do this'
I cut my arm not too deep but not too softly. It hurt but it just stung. I cut myself 4 on my right arm and 3 on my left. I sobbed harder and harder. I don't think anyone heard me because no one came to say ' Are you ok ' 'Why are you hurt?' I continued to sob and I heard someone knock the door. "Hey, Jin are you in there? "
It hurt me more to see the youngest worry. Why did I have to suffer? Why? Why Me?
* A/N *
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