CHAPTER 1: Ang Tipong Lalake

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CHAPTER 1: Ang Tipong Lalaki

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Pwede bang magmahal nang di nasasaktan?

Pwede bang pigilan ang pusong nagmamahal?

Nasasaktan ako sa tuwing pinapakilala sakin ni Keiver ang taong gusto niya. Para akong tumalon mula 30th floor hanggang sa 1st floor._.

Hindi ko ugaling maghabol, maghabol sa panaginip.. maybe I guess. Pero sa totoong buhay kahit alam kong masasaktan ako I never did and I will never. I believe that if the two persons are destined, that destiny will find a way for them to meet. I know nothing about love. Seriously. Hindi ko alam ang tunay na definition ng love. Pero as time goes by, I came to know about it. And I met this LOVE and it’s elements.

I am a kind of a girl who writes diary. This is one of my bestfriends. Yeah writing the most painful heartaches and a family problem has something to do with it. Siguro nagtataka kayo kung bakit HEARTACHE! Kasi nga, sige na nga.. ikukwento ko na.. 

Kilala niyo naman siguro si Keiver Cervantes di ba? He is my ideal man. Yesss, super. He has everything. He has that so called- turn on thingy.  Elementary pa lamang kami I am already attracted to him. Aside from being brilliant, he is handsome. He’s tall, have fair skin and white complexion, basta! Overall POGI siya! Ang gwapo niya talaga. Until we guys have been friends and suddenly became bestfriends. Siya yung salutatorian namin noong elementary kami at syempre, valedictorian’s speaking. XDv

Ginawa ko lahat para mapansin niya ako. I studied well ‘till I reached what I deserved is. Napansin niya nga ako, kaso hindi niya ko crush. Iba kasi crush niya. Gusto niya yung medyo magalaw, yun bang maarte ganun? Aisst. May crush daw siyang babae, nakalaban niya raw noon ng Math Olympiad. It hurts. It hurts! Oo, dahil nga bestfriends kami sinasabi niya sakin yung mga yun. Nakikinig naman ako pero deep in side masakit na. Kulang nalang sabihan ko siyang “TAMA NA. TAMA NA!” kaso hindi pwede baka kasi makahalata siya.

Ang hirap ng ganito, alam ninyo yun? May pinapahalagahan ako kung bakit ayokong sabihin sakanya na may gusto ako sakanya. Gusto mo bang malaman kung ano? It starts with letter F. Ten letters, one word! Hahahaha. Sige na.. That is our FRIENDSHIP! Baka kasi pag sinabi ko sakanya, magkaroon ng gap between us that might ruin our friendship.

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Dear Diary/Ayah,

Today, Kei wants me to meet her new crush, si Kimverlie, isang transferee sa school namin. Nagpasama siya sakin sa mall para makipagmeet kay Kim pero iniwan niya din ako sa isang table sa foodcourt. Nag-iisa ako at nakakalungkot na makita siyang sayang saya while me, I wanted to cry that moment. It made me feel like I have nothing compare to Kim. No, should I say Kei forgets that I am her bestfriend that time. Iniwan niya lang ako sa tabi. Sana naman pinakilala niya lang ako sa Kim na yun as her bestfriend. Yes just bestfriend. Nothing else. It was really a painful part for me. Sorry ayah, I’m too emotional again and again. You know me naman di ba? Just let me cry. Huehueheu.

I call my diary as AYAH. It has a name because I let it know my secrets. She knew everything. Everything and more. I said SHE ‘coz the one who’s writing or the owner of this AYAH is also a girl! (walang basagan ng trip)

AND THEN, HE CAME! (SLOW UPDATES)Tahanan ng mga kuwento. Tumuklas ngayon